Comments | gwyneda: Kuyashii koto gaman dekinai.

gwyneda

Kuyashii koto gaman dekinai.

Nov 12, 2008 22:00

…There’s a reason why I don’t go without the internet for more than 24 hours- and that is:

I get really really cranky and bitchy and unhappy.

( BITCH-O-RAMA-FEST )

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shini_chii November 13 2008, 13:19:58 UTC

Hell, I'm probably the master of saying things you don't want to hear... and call me childish, unrealistic (haha, the spellcheck says 'idealistic' how awfully appropiate *rolleyes*) or naive, but I think everyone has a way to be saved, if you look hard enough.

Or maybe it's because since you exist and everytime you say you want to die I really want to believe that.

I hope something out there will at least distract you long enough for you to find at least some peace.

... canijustgooverthereandkickhimpeople?

gwyneda November 14 2008, 06:49:03 UTC

...I love you. I really really do. I swear I'm not lying or kidding and completely serious when I say you're the ONLY reason I even bother with life sometimes.

If there's some salvation for me, I consider it to be you, because no matter what I type or say [most of these things people irl dont know about me] its like it doesnt matter to you. and I have NO words for how much that means to me, how much it validates my existence in a way.

For now...I dunno. the internet does a great job ofdistracting me from trying to off myself,. its just days when my net is gone that you need to worry about.

...can we gang up on him? you hold him down and I'll beat the snot out of- *cant finish this* My conscience and guilt would never let me get away with that and I HATE it.

Thank you ♥

shini_chii November 14 2008, 20:50:15 UTC

I love you, too. I know you know, but I need to say it.

And I know you mean it in a good way, but ablkgjda EVERYTHING you say matters to me. A lot. Men, I hope you know what you're getting into by saying something like that to me, because I'll never leave you alone now.... I don't want to be a bother even though you say you don't mind though ;;;; (my issues, let me show them?).

Fine :/. To be honest, I couldn't, couldn't, do anything to someone a friend cares about, because I'm that much of a pussy D:.

Anytime (and I mean it, ok?) ♥♥♥.