she's unresponsive and i'm not dealing well with it. it makes me feel like i've done something wrong ( Read more... )

i feel like things are, AGAIN, progressing quite swiftly towards "[my crush's name] meidän pitäis varmaan puhua ( Read more... )

i just remembered that yesterday i was on the phone with my crush, sitting on my bed, just as somepne was in the bathroom on the other side of the thin wall. i bet my voice was super-audible ( Read more... )

she's posting porn again, and reblogging in particular characters and people and things i've very recently expressed interest in ( Read more... )

no cleaning for us ( Read more... )

Monday was really, really bad ( Read more... )

a good thing about BPD (oh, yes, there are some!) is that the tiniest positive things feel great ( Read more... )

ohhh God so much everything. asdfghjklöä ( Read more... )

aww, i was discussing a BPD book with a workshop fellow on Facebook, since GoodReads posted my progress with it on my newsfeed, and i'd commented on how BPD is a really demanding and hard disorder, particularly towards relationships, so it's lovely to hear someone wants to expand their understanding so they can be a better friend to BPD pals, and ( Read more... )

suddenly i understand very well why our friend was upset at me for ranting about my crush's behaviour to her continously ( Read more... )