That's it, I'm fucking done with this damn emotional rollercoaster. I give up. I'm so more than happy to move on. I shouldn't have to work at this, or feel bad or guilty. This is too much and I want out of this. I feel that everytime we take a step forward, we later take 10 steps back. In some ways I'm even starting to regret our kiss, but forget ( Read more... )

I have fallen in love with that SnowPatrol song "Run". Thanks a lot Paul, your bill for my therapy sessions is in the mail ( Read more... )

I hope everyone else was also slempt up at home on the couch watching the classic cinema perfection known as "Crossroads" which aired on MTV. Show of hands? Just me ( Read more... )

Greetings from Boston Mass ( Read more... )

WORST.SEASON.OF.AMERICAN.IDOL.EVER ( Read more... )

Why does everyone suck. It's getting old, seriously. I don't want to sound bitter, but love can go fuck itself. Honestly. No I don't cry on the outside anymore.

June 1st seriously cannot come soon enough.

Love is a very tricky thing and I'm just now realizing that. It hurts like a bitch, but at the same time, you can't help but want to dig more and more. You seriously can't help it and it creeps up on you. For so long I have kept my heart locked up and not on display, but with recent events the only conclusion I can see is that I'm either going to ( Read more... )

I really need it to be June 1st, seriously. Stop messing around time! it's not funny anymore ( Read more... )

I did more things today than I do in a week. How freaky is that?! Went on a double date with Celine/Chris and myself and Stefan. We first had a wonderful dinner, made by Stefan himself (pork tenderloin ladies! boy is a culinary genius) with some nice red wine circa 1998. Chris made us some cookies so I proceeded to have like 40 of them (that also ( Read more... )

Just to let everyone know, I havce decided that when myself and Paul reach Canada, I plan on living there and marrying this man:

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