It would be so nice if I didn't have to leave for work in 10 minutes. Then I could just sleep in, see my boyfriend later, and just chillll..... yeah
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Second of all, I'm tired to having "friendships" with guys that only want to fuck me. I'm tired of being the masculine girl, who has no girl friends. I'm not going to hang out with guys the way I used to anymore. I'm tired of being used. Tools.
I hate that life is driven by sex, power, and aggression.
I just had the best time on the ski trip up to windham. Pictures are all over facebook, and I got a nice level of drunk friday night. I had such a good time and I've made so many new friends. <3 Super Happy!!!!
I have so much anger in me and it feels so good. I've come to realize that I don't feel hurt by anyone anymore. I just hate them for making me feel this way. I'm not going to waste my time trying to please anyone anymore or win them onto my team. I hate them so much, and it feels so good.
So, last night was really interesting. I've been so confused lately over so many people. The one person who I thought would always be there turned their back on me just a few days ago. I don't know what my heart is telling me, but somehow I know I'm about to fuck something up
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