i really appreciate your efforts. you have always tried to be a balancing peace-maker. your thoughts are all over the situation surrounding me because you care. you felt weird the night at denny's cuz there were new people to you and i was in an off mood. - my thoughts. and if i can say so myself, you reference my words because they are of great intellect. call me conceited or self-righteous. i don't care either way. i'm not conceited. but i am right.
and have you been following this whole thing? going back and forth between journals? ridiculous. i'm officially fed up. i'm no longer going to defend myself against bullshit. it's really not worth my time. people will think what they want. it's most unfortunate that it's unjustified.
at any rate, i'm living my life. as i see fit. i'm seeing you as a part of it still. you are my friend Ryan. i am not replacing friends. i have merely made more. they are very cool and good people. i'd like it if you could get to know them.
Thanks Jay I do still consider you my friend and a part of my life. I'm glad that instead of yelling at me like most people would you gave me a calm reply, thanks it means alot. You said you were in an "off mood" that is probably why I felt weird because for the most part all your new friends are really cool. I tried explaning this to your sister and was only met with her blowing up in my face because from what she said im supposevely not happy for you. I am happy for you if you have found happiness. All I was saying in this journal was that I felt akward and that this whole friends taking sides bullshit has got to stop. I'll talk to you soon.
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you have always tried to be a balancing peace-maker.
your thoughts are all over the situation surrounding me because you care.
you felt weird the night at denny's cuz there were new people to you and i was in an off mood. - my thoughts.
and if i can say so myself, you reference my words because they are of great intellect.
call me conceited or self-righteous.
i don't care either way.
i'm not conceited. but i am right.
and have you been following this whole thing?
going back and forth between journals?
ridiculous.
i'm officially fed up.
i'm no longer going to defend myself against bullshit.
it's really not worth my time.
people will think what they want.
it's most unfortunate that it's unjustified.
at any rate, i'm living my life.
as i see fit.
i'm seeing you as a part of it still.
you are my friend Ryan.
i am not replacing friends.
i have merely made more.
they are very cool and good people.
i'd like it if you could get to know them.
.whatever.
your bro,
J
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Hahaha.
Was that appropriate?
Oh well, I was 'living my life' too. And it was goooooooood.
I like it, and I agree on the whole bulshit thing with jay.
I don't really give a fuck anymore
it's whatever.
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