Guardian Entry 131: C Is For Clarification... (Locked to Elyon)

[guardian_haylin]

Ellie...?

I know Irma's question last night threw you for a loop since it threw me a bit too, but it's kinda something we should've expected from her. Actually, it's something I should've expected from her; I've known her just as long as you've known Cornelia. Maybe...! Did you know Cornelia back when you were kids? (accidental audio, cue

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[lightofmeridian]

Threw me for a couple loops, actually! I know, I should have expected it from her as well. After all, the three of us have known each other since, what, grade school? Babies, practically.

*sighs* It's as I said yesterday; I don't know if I'd be comfortable. I mean, our relationship is still pretty new to me. Did you know you're the first serious relationship I've ever had, Hay Lin? And I'm so...so afraid of doing something to mess that up and losing you.

And nothing against Irma, but if she's added into the equation it changes from losing you to losing you to her.

[guardian_haylin]

Yep, grade school! Irma never mentioned what happened that one day with the crayons, right? There are days I still can't believe what my first word was...!

I didn't know that, Ellie! I mean, I knew there were others that you liked but...! You don't have to be afraid of losing me, but...I'm scared that I'll do something and end up hurting you, causing you pain or...or breaking your heart.

...I won't lie to you: Part of me will always wonder what it would've been like to be with Irma, but I chose to be with you, Ellie; not Tatum, not anyone else I might've fallen for while we've been here, not Eric...and not Irma. She'll always be my best friend, but I chose to give you my heart. You're my girlfriend, and I want you to be there for me the day I graduate...

I'll never ask for my heart back, just as long as you can keep it safe. ~ ♥

[lightofmeridian]

No, she never mentioned that...

Mm-hm. The closest I probably ever came before you was when I had that crush on Cedric. And we all know how that turned out. ...I have the same fears, Haylie. I know I'd never do it on purpose, but I'm still afraid all the same...

I will, Hay Lin. I'll do everything I can to keep it safe. I promise.

[guardian_haylin]

...Let's just say it involved Principal Knickerbocker back in her days as a teacher, me talking with Grandma and Irma talking with her Dad.

(shudders) Yeah...that time with Cedric turned out terrible in more ways than one but ended on a good note for you-after we'd helped save you, anyway! Haylie...that's cute~!

I'll do everything I can to keep your heart safe too, Ellie~

There is one thing I gotta know, though! ^_^