Still caught up in the whirlwind of things, but with Urinetown being over, and the 60th Anniv of MC Gala finished, there are two less things to think about. Non-stop rehearsals for two and a half months straight and trying to keep up with school was really driving me insane. Urinetown was AMAZING!!! We were all so sad it is over. I mean, it's ( Read more... )

So I'm of course doing another show. I think you all should come see it! Please come see it. It's going to be awesome. This is the synopsis posted for the show. Take my word for it, it's pretty damn hilarious. And I have a pretty good part.

Urinetown
Wednesday-Saturday, October 11-14, 2006, 8 p.m.
Sunday, October 15, 2006, 2 p.m.
$10 Regular, $8 ( Read more... )

So, I've got less than two days to get back into the swing of things. I am the farthest thing from ready to say the least. My internal clock is WAAAY off. I don't know how I am going to readjust. I guess I'm going to have to just shock my body into it. I'm taking a grand total of 21 credits now. My teacher forced me to sign up for chorus, so it's ( Read more... )

Thank you all for a pretty amazing night. What a way to spend your 21st, I'm telling ya. It was the most I've probably ever had. I really appreciate everyone coming out and everything to support me. Love you guys!!!

For awhile now I've had this burning desire to do something creative outside the realm of music. I really miss my artistic side, meaning the drawing and painting and so on. I haven't really done anything since graduation. Isn't that weird? I think about it now, and so many of my friends from high school were all big artists. I mean pretty much the ( Read more... )

I didn't get in. I guess I should be used to it by now, but it never bothers me any less. I had been working on this song for months. I worked on it with the musical director, and worked on it by myself trying to expand my range so I could sing it. I went up there and sang my heart out, I acted it out, and I even hit the high F in the song. I guess ( Read more... )

Well auditions for the cabaret are coming in a couple weeks. I think I'm excited, and I am hopeful that my song will get in. If nothing else I'll at least get the chance to sing a song of my choosing for my friends in the auditions. Though, I can't say I'm not a little disappointed that no one asked me to do any duet or group songs. No one. I was ( Read more... )

Coming back after such a long period of time only makes me realize how much I hate being here. I'm going to have to try twice as hard to not go on a eating rampage in frustration.

I'm just trying to lick my wounds and move on. So why is it so hard? I mean there have been crushes along the way. It's nothing new, but why doesn't get any easier? Why does it hurt everytime, and the pain actually increase in intensity? I'm tired of being lonely and the annoyance of feelings that come along with it. Why is it just so fucking hard ( Read more... )

So yeah, instead of dealing with things in the real world, they are starting to manifest in my dreams. Dealing with the stress of crushes and attractions, not my cup of tea. I hate it when it goes beyond sexual attraction, and I can actually imagine myself dating the person. Because that's when it becomes frustrating. It starts eating away at me ( Read more... )