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"You know what? Fuck you.""Been there, done that. Got the ring to prove it." I waved my hand at Dylan, ignoring the glare. "Now fuck off so I can make my call, asshole." I rolled my eyes and grabbed the phone, ignoring my fiancee glaring at me. Fucker can take it. We've been fighting for as long as we've been together, this is nothing new
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Does it always have to be a kid messing me up thing? Julia hasn't messed me up at all. She's made things better. I had to mature a lot more than I ever wanted to when she was born, and it turned out to be a good thing. I never wanted a baby, but that was before I had one.
And now, I'm just crazy enough to believe that there are worse things in life than having another one. So maybe I am a little messed up, but no moreso than the usual.
"I was thinking from the actress angle. This does give your career a boost, don't even try to pretend it doesn't. You're not that good an actress."
The only actress I know who is that good would be me.
"If it was going to be either, it'd be fucking into submission. But I think it was the other way around."
"I heard that!"
"Shut the hell up, Dylan!"I laughed and reached over to grab a pillow to put in back of my head. I'm comfortable. I shouldn't be because I need to go out and kill ( ... )
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"Us. I called us loud." We've got that habit. Big time. And that's definitely something I'll never have trouble admitting to. It's not a bad thing, it's just a little embarassing when other people are around. People that you'd rather didn't hear anything.
Other than that, it's never bothered me.
"We could stay in here..."
And she gets out of her room, going looking for one of us, and is somehow scarred for life by the end of it? I don't think so.
"Unless you think you can do this with stealth. Then I say we go for it.""I can do stealth." I think. If I'm reallly careful, and there's no sudden movements or sounds made, we can make it without getting busted ( ... )
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He can? He can. When he wants to badly enough, Sam can muster up some stealthy moves. Now would be a good time for him to pull this off, because I'm not in the mood to get interrupted. She does it a lot more than most babies do, simply because when Julia starts crying, Sam has to be with her. He can't put on a tape and let her calm down on her own. He has to help it out and soothe her back into joy.
Its making her incredibly spoiled, but he can't help it. I let it go because I also think it makes her feel loved, and in the future the love might combat the spoiling. Besides, he's just trying to be a good father.
I want to stop thinking about Julia now. Unless she needs us, in which case we're right here, I want to be thinking of other things. Just for an hour or two.
I stretched out, reaching down and unzipping my own jeans while Sam closed the door. I had them off by the time he started back towards me.
"I don't want to say anything to ruin it, but...""Then don't." No buts. Come on. "Nothing needs to be ( ... )
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Good thinking. If I wait too long, she's going to figure it out, and it's going to be killed. And we should be doing this. It's fun. And what's more, we're trying to have another baby.
So clearly, it's a good sign Julia's not getting in the way. But I need to take the good sign while it lasts, because this is one of those good signs that may not for long.
So I'm moving now.
"She isn't going to notice. Now get over here and comfort me."
I grinned and moved over to the bed, getting ontop of her and leaning down, kissing her and then pulling her shirt off.
No screams.
Please, if there is a God, keep it that way. I just want some sex with my girlfriend. I really don't think that's asking too much, parent or otherwise.
Sex now for Sam.
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I grinned into the kiss and reached up for Sam's shirt, pulling it off over his head and throwing it to the floor. So far so good. Its still quiet. I should stop worrying. Nothing is going to happen, she's busy. And all the thinking that something will could end up killing the mood for both of us.
Nope, I still want it.
I smiled up at Sam, working on getting his jeans off and not really caring the upcoming trip of doom. We'll deal with it. And in the meantime I'll get whatever I want because we're dealing with it. I want Sam now, so I'm getting him. This all works out nicely, except for the upcoming doom part.
I kissed him more passionately, pulling him closer and finally...I moved back and looked over at the door.
Was that?
No.
God, is she in my head now?
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I grinned at Carly and started working on getting my jeans off while I kissed her jawline, when I realized she'd stopped moving. And she's looking at the door. Did she hear something I didn't?
No, no, come on. Be fair. I was praying and everything! What the hell is this?
"Did you hear something?" I didn't. Maybe she's just being paranoid. I can usually hear Julia when she screams practically before she actually does it.
So I doubt I missed it. I hope I missed it. Please tell me I missed it.
"You didn't hear anything, right?"
Say no. Say no right now.
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"I don't know."
Did I? No. Maybe, but if I did it was in my head. Sam would have heard it too if there was something to hear. That means there isn't anything to be heard. He's better on picking up on what Julia wants than I am. I'm backup. Backup doesn't hear things like that first. Backup hears things like that later, when its loud and obnoxious and completely umissable. That's what makes me backup.
And even if I did hear something, it wasn't an important something. We've got enough fire detector's in Julia's room to know it wasn't that. She's not crying so she's content. The only other thing it could have been if I did hear a noise outside of my head is a musical toy or something.
"You didn't hear anything, right?"
Stop being hopeful, I didn't want to hear anything! This just goes to show how insane we are for wanting another baby. The one we have is still a handful. A big yet little one, who isn't going to stop being that way anytime soon. When we do get pregnant I don't think we're ever going to ( ... )
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That wasn't a no. That was nothing definite. If anything, that could be condensed down to a 'maybe'. That doesn't help me, Carly.
"Sorry. I just.."You might've heard something. And neither one of us wants to stop because of that, but at the same time, we're still not sure. Which means I probably should check ( ... )
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