Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone in this world and I have no one who understands me.

I think I'm dying. Not physically, but I'm at a point of question where I ask myself why I keep going. Once you start losing all hope, you start to die. Well, I stopped hoping for things a long time ago when I realized that I've been dealt and redealt a shitty hand most of my life. Right now though, I'm looking at the hand dealt to me wondering ( Read more... )

And after a satisfying round of C&C Generals, it's off to bed. Gotta be up in 4 1/2 hours. blah.

Not to sound too cliche, but my life feels really empty, like no matter what I do it's never enough.

You Are A: Bear Cub!

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have i just slipped under the radar as far as my friends giving a shit about me or something? i am NOT having a good christmas...

I'm back down to trusting less and less people. I was doing pretty good there for awhile, then I get home tonight ( Read more... )

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9 days til another national holiday that i feel left out on. my parents are 3000 miles away, all my friends are either having family parties or going out of town. fuck christmas and fuck everyone who complained to me about having obligations on christmas. i'd much rather have to spend the day with my family than do what im planning to do... ( Read more... )

I had a crazy dream last night that the smoking ban is going to be the least of anyone's problems pretty soon. Unfortunately too many signs of Judgement Day loom overhead like a macy's balloon that's had too many cookies.