Bored, tired, confused, exhausted, wishing there was someone in my life that i felt close to, and i could speak my mind too.

I'm pretty sure that 97% of the people that i talk to online hate me. Why the fuck is everyone so uptight all of a sudden? honestly... tonight fucking sucked. i had an encounter with some cops... i had a bottle rocket blow up in my fucking crotch. i could die

Yes, it's me again, who would of known? me writing in my livejournal, anyways, nothing new today, like everyday, i wake up. 1030 to 6 i work, come home, go out and be bored with other people, except tonight we had bottle rocket wars, which was some intense shit, but something exciting needs to happen to me, or i'm going to shoot myself in the face ( Read more... )

Today, has been an awful day, i had to start working at the daycare a day early. what was suppose to end at 12, ended at 3.. then later after that a situation happened, and i got in probably one of the biggest fights with my mom i've ever been in, i feel awful right now, and i get the impression that everyone either doesn'tlike me or despises me, i ( Read more... )

Today, has been an awful day, i had to start working at the daycare a day early. what was suppose to end at 12, ended at 3.. then later after that a situation happened, and i got in probably one of the biggest fights with my mom i've ever been in, i feel awful right now, and i get the impression that everyone either doesn'tlike me or despises me, i ( Read more... )

It's a good thing i'm not able to get my hands on a gun. because without hesitation i'd put a bullet to my head, i'm bored, down, hating life... it makes me wonder why people like me even exsist? We just don't die soon enough.

I woke up today, and the first thing that came to mind is, i want to die, i don't know why either? i've been so down lately, ohwell, i'm sure life gets better....or at least i hope so ;/

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Thank you alyson for doing the layout! you kick ass <3333333333

Jenn rules and got my icon resized
thanks X)