california should become it's own country

[greenxmachine]

god has been very extremely good. it's i who has been sucking. i just don't have the desire to be around anyone anymore. i force myself to hang out with people i used to not be able to stay away from. it saddens me to think about that. so i try not to

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[beliberated]

dude...IM FROM OHIO!!!!!

[greenxmachine]

really? how is it there? boring? i heard it was boring.

[beliberated]

ummm, not only is it boring, but its incredibly close minded. and the majority of the boys wear dockers.

[mare_vitalis]

i understand...it doesnt make me happy, but i do understand.

i dont know what that means either...but...you arent alone lindsey...you arent weird for feeling this way

[used_by_god]

i understand too...it makes me sad, and i know that if we were even closer i would take the selfish route, but even then i would understand. like even though i took the selfish route with chris, i still know deep down that its not up to me and whatever is Gods will is Gods will