Dip, and Up

[greenstorm]

I finish these weeks pretty worn out. At the end of every Friday class I have this touch of panic, and an emotional drop-- I don't want to go back to the real world for the weekend, and there it waits for me. I've been in a world without physical touch, without a second's spare time, since Monday night and then everything gets dumped on its head. I

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[pattipants]

I am certainly coming to SMF this year ! I miss you Erin, and it is such a good time to have a mental breakdown and then come back from it more whole.
I have scheduled my breakdown for the saturday morning.
I'm only partially kidding. If its anything like it normally is, I'll make it about that long before catharsis gets me, one way or another.

Ares has been a bitch recently, and though I think dedicating myself to him and asking for courage and will was certainly the right choice for this past two years, I also feel the end of a cycle. It is time for something new. Somegod/dess more gentle so I can focus on having a bit of compassion, instead of viewing the world as a war to win. A bit of moon to go with my sun.
It might be time to rip open the scab of self, and just dedicate to venus.
Of course, I am always a daughter of Dionysus, but somehow he does not insist that I am faithful to him. Heh. Poly (theistic) religion.

[andi_sunrider]

your post is oddly prescient.... I'm excited to see what this year holds at the festival.

I'm super excited about your grow lights.