Speed Racer in a wheelchair was a gal who was wheelchair bound who had the good sense of humor to dress up as Speed Racer. The lady who was pushing her dressed as Pops Racer, although she had a wardrobe malfunction that day and her stache wasn't there, and her friend went as Sparky.
"Only Gatsby stuck around, and you see where that got him." The romantic in me wants to be that important to someone. I know it's selfish but I hate it because someone has been that important to me.
I've noticed things changing, I know I am different than I was not long ago, but I don't know how it happened and if I had an active hand in it I'm not sure what I did. That is what is so frustrating.
P.S. I don't really anymore, sometimes I will be bad and steal one of someone's but I haven't bought any in forever. The incident I was referring to in specific was a few years ago.
" Everyone I've ever been with is better off without me. Everyone I've ever been with carries around horror stories of my jealousy, insecurity, temper, anger, violence, and instability. That is so mortifying and demeaning. I want to be someone better but how do you change how you feel, how you respond? You can coach yourself but then I always feel I'm not being true to myself "
Just went through a break-up that I thought would never ever happen and heard this things... over and over. But I read this and totally related... I really think it was a reflection of his personality and how I reacted toward him. Because I am not a lot of these things with my family. Make sense? Maybe I'm just tired...
I find I am this way with anyone I fall in love with. It is like my admiration of them and my closeness makes me hold them to standards I myself can't achieve. When they make or have made the mistakes I do, it shatters my conceptions.
I'm sorry to hear about your breakup. I didn't expect to ever hear that either.
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"Only Gatsby stuck around, and you see where that got him." The romantic in me wants to be that important to someone. I know it's selfish but I hate it because someone has been that important to me.
I've noticed things changing, I know I am different than I was not long ago, but I don't know how it happened and if I had an active hand in it I'm not sure what I did. That is what is so frustrating.
P.S. I don't really anymore, sometimes I will be bad and steal one of someone's but I haven't bought any in forever. The incident I was referring to in specific was a few years ago.
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Just went through a break-up that I thought would never ever happen and heard this things... over and over. But I read this and totally related... I really think it was a reflection of his personality and how I reacted toward him. Because I am not a lot of these things with my family. Make sense? Maybe I'm just tired...
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I'm sorry to hear about your breakup. I didn't expect to ever hear that either.
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You're worth more than you give yourself credit for. I know that's been said already, but I figure if you hear it enough you might believe it.
Pfft ... squid shmid. I gave you mono. In blue!
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