Region 8 Drama Competitions... god, what a drag. The past two years or so, we've been a mighty fine cast with awesome chemistry. What went wrong
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When you look at the people who got (and didn't get) parts, it's fairly obvious that Amy's mom used character casting rather then picking the "best" actors. Which is fine; I do think that everyone fit in their parts well, and what else are you going to do when there are only four female parts? However, there's no way she (or anyone else) can say that people like you, Ali, and Lacey aren't as good as the ones who got parts.
-_- still depressing. And trust me, I don' like being like this. I spent the whole day trying to be positive and supportive, even after I couldn' sit in the crowd and watch it properly, and I guess I can' complain.. after all, I do very little as it is, I might as well stand back there and try to look like a real prop person.. curtains, watch from the side, and so on. But Amy just got me in the dumps and that just triggered the domino effect and things that I normally ain' depressed about.. just get me.
I'm just looking at that tail end of your entry... "What happens when my memory fades? and all that's left are the material items?" I know it may seem to you that you will miss a lot about your high school years - the people, the teachers, the places, and every great time you've had. And I felt the same way. But now I'm into my second year of college, and to tell the truth, I don't miss any of it. I don't remember a lot... In essence, I remember that I had fun in a few places, and spent the rest of the time worrying about forgetting it all. And I think all that really matters are those little bits of fun that you remember - even if you don't remember WHAT happened to make it fun, you still know that it was there. And if you ask me, that's all you need. Don't fret about the future. Don't linger over the past. There is so much present to be experienced.
...When your memory fades? Isn't that what you're writing here for?
sí, señorita. And good god, I'll die of agony if LJ just dumped everything and then ten minutes later, both Gaia and Xanga follow.. and then my house will light fire and all my journals from when I was 13 will perish.. along with my laptop and I will be in permanent therapy =3.
I 'unno if you've noticed, but I've actually been using tags.. and that's because I've realized what a time capsul this is becoming. 'cause I once went through my two journals.. and even a bit of the one I attempted in sixth grade.. and good god, there are a few entries I wish I could burn 8-) I was such an air head. But there are the few entries that I just gotta go back to because they just bring everything back.
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I know it may seem to you that you will miss a lot about your high school years - the people, the teachers, the places, and every great time you've had. And I felt the same way.
But now I'm into my second year of college, and to tell the truth, I don't miss any of it. I don't remember a lot... In essence, I remember that I had fun in a few places, and spent the rest of the time worrying about forgetting it all. And I think all that really matters are those little bits of fun that you remember - even if you don't remember WHAT happened to make it fun, you still know that it was there. And if you ask me, that's all you need.
Don't fret about the future. Don't linger over the past. There is so much present to be experienced.
...When your memory fades? Isn't that what you're writing here for?
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I 'unno if you've noticed, but I've actually been using tags.. and that's because I've realized what a time capsul this is becoming. 'cause I once went through my two journals.. and even a bit of the one I attempted in sixth grade.. and good god, there are a few entries I wish I could burn 8-) I was such an air head. But there are the few entries that I just gotta go back to because they just bring everything back.
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