Hidden Thoughts

Oct 05, 2005 18:09

Title:Hidden Thoughts
Author:Lindsey
Rating:PG-13 or R
Pairing:young Billie/Mike
Disclaimer:I dont own them so dont sue.


(Chapter one)

“So what do we do this weekend Bill?” Mike said opening his locker to put up a book. “Well, we could hang at my place and get stoned. Mom’s going to visit Matt at collage. So no one will be home.” Billie replied as they walked to lunch. “Sure why not. Sounds fun I guess.”

MIKE
Sounds fun I guess? Stupid idiot! You’re going to be alone with him all weekend and all you can say is that? Freak! Why can’t I just tell him that I love him?

“Mike? Hey snap out of it!” Billie said smacking Mike on the back of the head. “What’s with you lately?” “I don’t know Bill. Just stuff.” “Well you can clear your mind later when we get back to my place. Weed will do that for you.”

BILLIE JOE
Man he’s coming to my house. I wish I could just tell him now that I love him. Maybe he will feel the same. No he couldn’t! Someone so perfect could never love someone like me more than a friend.

“Now you’re the one who needs to snap out of it. What are you thinking bout? And don’t say nothing kus if can tell something’s up!” “Well Mikey, I just don’t know if I’m bi or not that’s all. I think there’s this guy I like but I don’t think he likes me.” “Who couldn’t like you Billie?”

MIKE
Fuck. There goes my heart into a million pieces. He doesn’t even know if he’s bi or not but he kinda likes some guy? Shit! Don’t cry Mike! Suck it up fuckhead!

Rrriiinnnggg

“Dude, there’s the bell lets get to class.” Billie said standing up and walking to the doors. Mike stood up and followed trying not to cry but letting a small tear fall.

BILLIE JOE
How can sweet Mikey not get the hint? Well I have to tell him how I feel this weekend.

MIKE
Man he keeps looking at me. Why? I fen like I’m going to cry. Fuck. Even though he likes someone else I have to tell him this weekend! I wonder who the dude is anyway…

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