so i took out the stent.
http://www.bui.ac.uk/patientinformation/uretericstent/ureteric.htm
it was about 2 feet of tube and string coming out of the shaft... ill never look at my cock the same again. thats all i can say right now.

I sit here a mere few hours before i plan on removing my stint ( Read more... )

so... i just passed my first kidney stone. it sucks.
they gave me alot of pain meds.

i had these weird dreams:
my mom's dog had my brother voice.

the drain in the pool was a playground

Lots of things kind of irk me, especially after i get home and i just want to be alone by myself to chill axe for a few hours. One thing is people who talk really loud, i mean... i know they want your attention, but i'd use another tactic to get it. I've decided that the best approach to people who crave attention is to smother them with ( Read more... )

i think i need a journal ( Read more... )

And that special lady is a futon. I'm getting one, im excited it only took one day to find one. the special lady was actually some lady that works at the nursery, she could have been anyone SHE wasn't really that special. Well, i guess she was pretty special to the conclusion of the futon search story. If the futon had a gender it would be ( Read more... )

man, i tend to let all the wrong things motivate me to do all the right things. I wish there was a more efficient way of living. Maybe more honorable.

I so went to the swim meet and did about as well as i would have done when i was 17, so i guess i havent really lost all that much. Its going to cost me to keep swimming, and i dotn have enough money to be blowing all the time. I'll probably have to tell coach at some point, all though he is really stoked about me going for some reason ( Read more... )

so its about 38 hours until the swim meet. Its like a big wall in front of me. I cant really seem to focus on anything but that right now. I try to think ahead, like will i swim another meet, why am i doing this right now, but it all goes back to the meet.
oh well. go marlins.

So ive started swimming everyday. My coach wants me to swim in a meet in 2 weeks but i think its too soon. Also i feel like our coach-athlete relationship isn't where it should be in terms of what i want to do with swimming/ how long ive know him and stuff. I always feel like im not getting what i want out of practice. I desire a more personal ( Read more... )