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gray_atonement

077 - hello darkness my old friend

Dec 20, 2010 01:52

It's amazing, how time can seem to stretch on forever. To never end. How did each second become an hour? I imagine this is what it's like to die. Maybe worse, because there's no end.

I can't feel it anymore. I can't hear it.

[Private to Cissie]
Don't leave.

[Private to Dick]
Do you hate me? Think I'm a monster?

[ooc; Sylar's chilling in level ( Read more... )

last voyages, the boy wonder needs work, my powers are the best thing ever, sylar, cissies a little like jailbait, watch talk, level 0

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dominie December 20 2010, 14:59:33 UTC

Time is like that. Even when it's malleable, it still traps and confines you. Restricts your movements, and holds you as it's prisoner. You learn to manoeuvre it? The seconds become longer. The minutes become ages.

[He's got a touch of the crazy, thanks to more than one psychic source around being not-in-their-right-mind. It'll go away soon, though, but his speech is a bit drifty.]

gray_atonement December 20 2010, 18:45:58 UTC

How do you stop it?

dominie December 21 2010, 03:36:54 UTC

Stop time? Or stop the lingering feeling that it's crawling along?

gray_atonement December 21 2010, 05:14:39 UTC

The feeling.

inhumandog December 20 2010, 15:14:22 UTC

So philosophical today.

gray_atonement December 20 2010, 18:46:29 UTC

Nothing else to think about, to do.

inhumandog December 20 2010, 23:26:28 UTC

Boredom will kill us all.

gray_atonement December 20 2010, 23:41:54 UTC

Level Zero will kill us all.

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[Spam] peektuttut December 20 2010, 15:23:54 UTC

[Tim's just sitting over here in his cell, linefacing in Sylar's general direction.]

So are we going to talk about this?

[Spam] gray_atonement December 20 2010, 18:47:24 UTC

"Talk about what? You've already made up your mind."

[Sylar's been staring ahead toward the wall/empty cell, not talking to Tim for the vast majority of the time.]

[Spam] peektuttut December 20 2010, 18:53:58 UTC

[They've been ignoring each other. No doubt it's been grand.] Really? What have I decided, then?

[Spam] gray_atonement December 20 2010, 18:58:00 UTC

"That I went looking for trouble. That I snapped. That you have to take them away, to keep people safe. That was our deal, after all, and you're always so willing to keep up your end of the deal. Especially when it's beneficial to you."

[Sylar's tone came with a slight growl and there was very clear impatience and distraction in his tone. His ability to focus and to think is severely diminished without any of his abilities at all, down in this little Hell hole.]

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[Private] batmanschmatman December 20 2010, 18:40:12 UTC

No.

[Which really just means "I don't want to talk about it", but you know.]

[Private] gray_atonement December 20 2010, 18:47:54 UTC

[TOO BAD, DICK. NOW YOU MADE A FRIEND.]

Why?

[Private] batmanschmatman December 20 2010, 18:49:57 UTC

[FRIENDS ARE ICKYYYY. D:]

Because everyone makes mistakes.

[Private] gray_atonement December 20 2010, 18:51:43 UTC

Do you think what I did was a mistake?

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darknessb4me December 20 2010, 22:26:40 UTC

You don't remember dying?

gray_atonement December 20 2010, 22:36:09 UTC

I never have, not really.

darknessb4me December 20 2010, 22:50:13 UTC

Hn. I think I'm one of the only ones.

It's worse. At least here you have yourself. Being "trapped with your own thoughts" is nothing to being trapped without them. You are nothing. You can't even be horrified about it - Nothing can't feel horror.

Private gray_atonement December 20 2010, 23:44:19 UTC

I would rather be nothing than be what I am now. It's not just being trapped.. It's being raped, torn apart. Being broken. My mind can't focus, I can't think. It hurts to be conscious when I can manage to feel.

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