sharp words

May 12, 2016 22:38

“It’s an outpatient procedure - just a minor excision. For an older child, we would just use a local anesthetic, but we can’t count on cooperation with children this young. It’s safer to put them under with general anesthesia.”

Excision. Excision.I can see the scalpel in my mind’s eye, imagine the table of sterile instruments. But every time I ( Read more... )

stranger than fiction, the whole fam damnily, lj idol

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murielle May 13 2016, 07:07:11 UTC
As always, when you write about your son you touch my heart in a profound way.

Beautifully written. Deeply moving.

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gratefuladdict May 14 2016, 05:49:34 UTC
Thank you! He is my whole world. Both of them are!

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Precious Little Boy, Wonderful Mommy ext_3004982 May 13 2016, 09:15:01 UTC
*sob* Tears are streaming down my face.

I'm scared to death, though I know it helps nothing.

Much love to you, Dear One.

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Re: Precious Little Boy, Wonderful Mommy gratefuladdict May 14 2016, 05:50:12 UTC
We will get through it!!! ♥

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finding_helena May 13 2016, 15:09:03 UTC
It's so hard watching them stick our kids. The first round of shots was particularly hard for me with Amelia. As she's gotten bigger it's a little less so. But I suspect a surgery would still make me go to pieces.

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gratefuladdict May 14 2016, 05:51:06 UTC
It's just so hard when you can't explain it to them, when they can't understand why you're doing it, that you're trying to help. Breaks my heart!

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kathrynrose May 14 2016, 02:13:41 UTC
When I read this - It was the first time his skin had ever been broken. - I thought, "That's a powerful sentence.

And then I read this - He trusted me less after that, and I couldn’t blame him.

Wow.

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gratefuladdict May 14 2016, 05:52:23 UTC
I never could have imagined how much loving a child could build you up and tear you down at the same time.

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adoptedwriter May 14 2016, 04:47:06 UTC
Awwwww.... I remember when my Fuzzy1 was hospitalized as a 2 year-old. It was harder on me than it was for her most of that week.

Aw

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gratefuladdict May 14 2016, 05:52:54 UTC
I believe it!! We as parents get to do all of the worrying and make the tough decisions!!!

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