Big Bang story art: Change your name and come seek me
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Summary:
Sometimes, you have to die in order be with the one you love. Jared Padalecki is just your average guy next door, except for his ability to bring people back to life after successfully preventing their death. When he meets Jensen, all he wants is to live a ordinary life. Only, Jensen has a secret of his own, and soon, Jared's life becomes even more complicated.
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Change Your Name And Come Seek Me
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1. Uncle Kracker - You Make Me Smile
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That makes Jensen smirk at him and Jared can’t get rid of the stupid grin on his face while they take places on the couch, shoulders accidentally bumping into each other.
Jared glances sideways at Jensen while opening up the boxes and offering the first slice to Jensen, murmuring, “I hope your beliefs have nothing against the mushrooms”.
Jensen shrugs him off with simple, “Dream on. It looks cute on you”, grabbing the slice.
2. Sven Weisemann - Xine X - Awake
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From Jensen’s perspective, Jared is his job, and Jensen should get close to him and this is what Jensen is doing.
He might be navigating blind around Jared as he never put himself that close to someone and he didn’t expect his personal space to be invaded that quickly.
3. K's Choice - Winners
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Jared likes when both of them have quiet evenings, elbowing each other until they settle on the couch, usually sharing more personal space than Jared is comfortable with other people, but they somehow just fit and fall into the right slots and places, and if some part of one is tangled with another’s, there’s nothing to worry about.
4. Bon Iver - Skinny Love
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When the end credits roll up, Jensen bends the line to his own liking, referring to them, “this was a beginning of beautiful friendship.”
However, it doesn’t come as dangerous and threatening to Jensen as he thought it would.
5. Ingrid Michaelson - Incredible Love
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“I mean, I mean- Can we be better?” There’s a lump in his throat, eyes stinging, and Jared wonders why it feels like he already knows that Jensen’s answer will harm him, when there’s a chance of having this. Maybe they can…
“We are good, Jared.” Jensen answers somewhat hollowly, voice insisting, and Jared jerks his head,letting go of Jensen, and hiding his eyes somewhere on the floor, numb.
6. Sufjan Stevens - Borderline
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“No,” Jared jerks his hand out of Jensen’s grasp, leaning to look right into Jensen’s eyes, putting his pain and shock up for display, “You don’t get to give it to me and then steal it away. Who does that, Jensen?”
Jared watches for every shift in Jensen’s cold green eyes before Jensen looks away, “You don’t make sense, Jared.”
7. Death Cab For Cutie - A Lack of Color
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Sometimes though, sometimes it gets difficult. When this heart-wrenching sadness comes to remind of itself, tagging alone the memories of what they had once, cutting his from inside, Jared can’t find enough air to breathe.
He wonders if that perfect world existed only in his imagination.
When it happens, Jared spends the night alone, burying himself under the covers and reminds himself how to breathe.
8. Paper Route - Dance On Our Graves
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He closes his eyes when he gets dizzy, starting to rub the tiredness out of them. Abruptly, there are voices in his head, urgent whispers, “Help me!” forcing him to open his eyes wide open and jerk in shock.
9. Paramore - All I Wanted
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Jared can’t stop watching him, can’t believe the betrayal, still trying to find his Jensen. He bites inside of his mouth and bursts into screams, “It has everything to do with me.You were spying on me, lying all the time, letting me believe you don’t remember a thing from that day. You let that people get killed. You-”
He stops, gasping, air leaving him. Jared takes a step back, pulling down his gun as he rubs his left hand across his face,voice quieting down, “How could you?”
10. Bloc Party - Signs
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But Jensen is still a heartless bastard who betrayed and broke him and Jared is still in love with him.
He wishes he wasn’t. Because the only thing he still clings to in his life is the guy with green eyes, who makes Jared feel like he is the singular thing Jared needs.
11. Bertie Blackman - Valentine
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Jared looks at Jensen’s closed eyes with grim satisfaction and hisses into Jensen’s ear, “Watch me not giving a flying fuck about this.”
12. Sufjan Stevens - To Be Alone with You
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Then, Jared leaves another message to Jensen, voice wavering, “I love you, you know?! I love you so damn much. Please, just come see me.”
13. Angus and Julia Stone - All of Me
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When he is riding shotgun, wind ruffling his hair and quiet song from the stereo sharing some story, Jared falls into familiar numbness and pretends he is someone who doesn’t want to die.
Jared keeps running away, afraid that if he stops he’d have to face his loss and then, Jensen would be really gone.
14. The Kin - Together
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There are hands on his body, picking him up, the scent and the hands are familiar but who knows what he’ll see when he opens his eyes?!
15. Kate Walsh - It's Never Over
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That night Jared kisses Jensen and says, “My script contains different codes, but each one has to do something with you.”
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Notes: So. This is my art for the story Change Your Name And Come Seek Me written by sanann for spn_j2_bigbang. This year it's been a roller coaster of frustration with LJ being down right on time so this is why it's a little bit late. I guess we're just lucky like that. BUT. I'm really glad we managed to do it, I had a lot of fun working on the trailer and the art and I hope you'll have a lot of fun watching the trailer, listening to the music and of course, reading the story.
To be honest, this story is absolutely not that dark as you could think looking at my art or trailer. The story is much more "warmer". It's just my angsty dark brain worked that way and I wanted to play with some dark themes. But I think the art for the fanmix caught the atmosphere better. I really don't remember where exactly I've seen this kind of art, it just printed in my head and I thought that this style - something bright and colorful on the gray background - would totally fit the story. So, I hope you enjoy it :)
I would really like to thank my author sanann for participating in the art makings so much and not just saying to me "come on, WORK" :D ♥
To daria_chagina for allnighters and sleepy mornings, for "and you call it FADE OUT?!" and "I don't like this transition" - you really managed to keep my butt in gear ;) ♥
To gypsy_sunday for, as it could seem, little help, but still I really appreciate your encouraging ♥
And of course to wendy and thehighwaywoman for running this amazing challenge, for patience and understanding ♥
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