Ever feel like you are being followed? I do, a lot. Especially when I am in my car. And it makes me think, who am I to think I am important enough to be followed? I think it comes from the realization that all those people who said "it could never happen to me" were very, very wrong. And it puts little people like me on the forefront of paranoia. ( Read more... )

well, Benjamin only has a couple days left here, but it has been wonderful. We have had some really nice time together; relaxing, talking, hanging out, cuddling with Roly! My dog loves Benjamin ( Read more... )

Tomorrow, it has finally come to the day when I can say 'TOMORROW MY PRINCE RETURNS TO ME!' 26 hours and 15 minutes!!!!!!!! (and counting, ha ha). I just cannot wait...wait......*sigh* i must wait. hm ( Read more... )

ooooh monday, OH MONDAY! I have never been so excited for a monday! Two days until the love of my life is here for reading break! I just hope it isn't like 10 before they get here, but it could be ( Read more... )

so, guess what sucks. The fact that our exercise machine wont be fixed until nov.21. Apparently that is the soonest a sears guy can get here. my thoughts? they just hate me and don't want me to have any fun. i am kidding of course....but think about it ( Read more... )

Reading a journal I cannot name, by a friend I cannot mention, I realise how precious life is. The poems, the stories that he or she told. The realism of his or her emotions in a relationship quite like my own. People are incredible, and I am thankful for them all ( Read more... )

Well, it is friday the 14th of October. I am sitting downstairs typing this trying to kill time before my hair appointment in an hour. My sister and her husband came down yesterday to visit. they are here for the weekend so that is nice. But I wish soooo much that my Benjamin was able to come with ( Read more... )

So I could spend endless hours discussing the meaning of mewithoutYou lyrics with Benjamin. I find myself remembering the depth of my faith I had found last year at school. They played in Vancouver yesterday, would have been cool to see. Actually I personally just wish I could send Benjamin and Luke, and then hear all about it from them. Rebekah ( Read more... )

JARS OF CLAY

"Much Afraid"

Empty again
Sunken down so far
So scared to fall
I might not get up again

So I lay at your feet
All my brokenness
I carry all of my burdens to you

[Chorus:]

All of these things
I've held up in vain
No reason nor rhyme
Just the scars that remain
Of all of these things
I'm so much afraid
Scared out of my mind
By the ( Read more... )

the realization of reality, the ( Read more... )