Don't know what to think.....

Jul 26, 2004 09:02

I'm having a killer relationship with danyell. We have lots of fun when we are together and we miss each other when we are apart. I have many of my friends saying things are not good and she might be playing me. I don't think she is but it's hard to know because I have been burned before. It's hard to give 100% of myself to both my lover and my ( Read more... )

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tactless July 26 2004, 20:59:13 UTC
tell me about it...

and here i am, night #2. this is the first time we have spent more than one night apart since we got together. i tried to call and see if you wanted me to come over since you're so sleepy, but you didn't answer :( i guess i just don't want the spell to be broken. there's a quiet panic in my brain that i want to give in to, a need for you that i don't want to fight.

i want to need you. really really need you. is that scary? is that wrong? i want to know i would teeter dangerously at the edge of non-functionality if you abandoned me. is that crazy? unhealthy? i don't care. i'm tired of saying i have to do this and i have to that to be a strong person. i want to be a strong person without having to guard myself all the time.

in conclusion, i love you.

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Just rereading old stuff... velvettrickory December 29 2004, 23:45:12 UTC
It's so cool how I can read this and know everything that was going on in everyone's lives at that moment! Awesome!

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