You know when you have a fucked up day, followed by a weird day, followed by a mellow day, followed by fucked upness again...it really makes you want to eat pizza. So I did, it was delicious. However, I am still a little stupefied that I am around people who affect my life in what can only be described as a "cracked out" manner ( Read more... )

IN non cryptic or depressing news, the baby sweater I am knitting is the most fucking adorable thing that has ever happened ever.

Rainbow striped jewel tones with a seed stitch border. Its like kittens pooping sunshine. On top of angels.

Also its gonna take me a week to finish completely, I like that about baby sweaters.

I was there, in the living room of the tiny shit apartment, after you specifically said you didn't care if I came over, and if I did come over that I couldn't stay ( Read more... )

The Moon told me some terrible truths tonight as I heard her sadness. I don't want to be exclusively attracted to people with fucking huge problems, that is so early twenties of me ( Read more... )

blue silk on my desk waiting to become warmth and love, waiting for me to transfigure its existence.

I am waiting for me to transfigure my existence. Waiting dancing twirling.

I am making a mixtape for the decade and wishing for my loves.

So so alone in my room by the river, watching watching for the world to float by.

Riding my bike 20 miles in 2 days had made me slightly sore. The fact there's gonna be another 40 on top of it by Saturday is kinda awesome ( Read more... )

Two miraculous things:
I started my new job today, I work only nights, but it's going to be awesome.

I just had a phone call with someone who makes me giggle, and blush, and except for the drunk bi-polar thing is very very meow.

I will not fear, fear is the mind killer. Fear is the little death.

1st, I have a terrible habit of typing the first two letters of any word in caps, so now and forever your tracks will show as such from when I ripped them. Truthfully I love this ( Read more... )

I got a state job, I got a state job....nananananaaaaaanaaaaa ( Read more... )

I the fading light of the dying year I walk in leaves and remember several things ( Read more... )