this game - are you ready

[gorgeous_eyes16]

so i don't know what to write in here anymore

laurie asked nick why him and i don't talk much anymore and he told her

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[dolphinrlf1536]

Nick is not the only one that has been saying that stuff lindsay... people that were at that party before i got there told me that you were on him in a flirting way. I made sure it wasnt as friends it was FLIRTING. But whatever. as for that whole bus thing? umm no one was on the bus that i actually talk to and i never called anyone. lisa called me to see if i wanted to go to friendlys but most the time i was listening to my cd. so who know what kinda info u got there. and yes i do choose my friends over my bfs. i would have believed u if 5 other people of my friends that dont have grudges against u didnt come up to me and say u were FLIRTING with MY bf. i have also heard that u were disapointed in me when i was "making out" with nick at my party. not ONCE do i remember making out with him infront of people. once was when the lights were out and 2nd when the movie was playing and everyone was watching that. and that was from a relyable source. But if u did say that... i dont think u should be one to talk. but seriously if u heard from

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[gorgeous_eyes16]

Ya know, this is bullshit. I know I wasn’t “all over nick in a flirty way” so that’s all that matters to me. I’d like to know who your “reliable” sources are so we can all get this completely straight. I don’t like nick. Sorry, but I just don’t. actually, I’m not sorry I don’t like nick. [“but seriously if u heard from ur bf after 3 months that i was trying to get with him forever...]” well let’s see, first of all, I’m not trying to “get with him forever”. I DON’T LIKE HIM. I actually don’t like anyone at the moment just for these reasons. Everyone has a comment to make about it. I never once said that when the lights were out I said that I was disappointed in you or whatever. So let’s set this straight. You talk to your “reliable” sources and as soon as they can let you tell me who they are, I’ll set it straight with them exactly what DIDN’T happen and if they won’t let you tell me who they are, then I find it hard to believe that they’re telling the truth. And as for the bus thing, PHIL didn’t know anything about what was going on

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[gorgeous_eyes16]

Oh and this -> [“our 1 month u told me that u didnt need me and there wasnt going to be a party... so i dont think that counts”] <- and what is that suppose to mean? I told you there wasn’t going to be a party because I didn’t want you to know that I had planned on throwing you one and that was the only way to get your mind off of it so you weren’t expecting it. I never told you I didn’t “need” you. If anything, I would have said “I don’t need you to worry about me” - you’re always worrying about me and you don’t need to. But if you want to let yourself think that I said that so it makes you feel better about this whole situation, go ahead.

[dolphinrlf1536]

ps. You are the one thats sharing our situation with the world. what are you complaining to me for?

[gorgeous_eyes16]

like anyone reads my live journal? it's not in my profile and it's just for me to vent not for the world to read. the only people who really read this are zach, you at times, and erin

[anonymous]

hey darling its courtney

haha i went through alot of trouble to find out you journal link(got it from the old comments u left in other ppl's lj's)

well i just wanna say that this whole situation is bullshit

and i really dont want to get in the middle but laurie thats just bitchy to believe nick over lindsay but whatever i mean maybe lindsay deserves better friends than that if thats how low you're going to be

Lindz i dont like seeing u down and i absolutly love u to DEATH and beyond

XOXOXO

call if u need anything love you doll

~*Courtney*~

[gorgeous_eyes16]

i love you court♥

[dolphinrlf1536]

wow i was talking about ur brothers bday party not mine. and wow. this conversation is over. the whole thing is over. BYE

[gorgeous_eyes16]

My brother’s birthday party? Maybe before you talk you should be more specific and get what you have to say straight. It’s not like I knew there was going to be a party. My brother didn’t want to have one but ended up having one at the last minute. Okay, if you say this whole thing is over, it’s over. I don’t want or need someone who tells me they trust me and would never put a guy before me then goes back on their word. You need to sit down and figure out what you want and you need to make a decision because I’m not waiting forever for you to “figure out” who’s telling the truth. If you knew me at all, you’d know that I would never do that to you or anyone for that matter. You need to decide who’s worth losing. If you honestly believe that I’m lying, then you’re going to lose me regardless of anything. I don’t have a reason to why Nick would do this and lie about this but all that matters to me is that I know I didn’t do it. If that’s so hard to believe then I guess you’re not the friend I thought you were. On the other hand, if you

[cclay1380]

DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSHBAG

[cclay1380]

LINDSAY YOU ARE WAY BETTER THAN THIS. you deserve so much more and you definately deserve MUCH BETTER friends, your such a sweet girl and no one should be treating you like this. you know what if laurie wants to let nick get in between you two..let her, shes gonna regret it and in the meanwhile while she is being a complete whipped blind fool, there is nothing you can do about it and ik that is so shitty but you know what, keep your head up. im here for you and so are the rest of your real friends, you should always know that. smile babe, good things are comin your way

ILU

<3 ya know how i am l ;-)

[gorgeous_eyes16]

tell me

and i love you♥ whoever you are..<3