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goodlucksoldier

.027 [Voice post]

May 01, 2009 20:08

[It takes a few seconds for Alex to start talking, and even when he does, his voice is hesitant and unsure, and he continually trips over his own words. Pain and grief are strikingly clear in his tone.]

I- I can't...

Ther--

I didn--

[He swallows hard, and his next words escape his lips around a heavy breath.] I'm so sorry ( Read more... )

paying for my crimes, brb bawwing, alchemilla's finest, no alex you're not jesus, sob, eileen, it's all my fault. i'm a failure., whoops, silent hill-type guilt, eulogy, zelda, alex is a woobie, claire, what's next a fucking ogre?

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tom_hanniger May 2 2009, 00:27:00 UTC

It wasn't your fault and you know it.

goodlucksoldier May 2 2009, 00:28:43 UTC

Yes it was. I knew exactly what I was doing.

tom_hanniger May 2 2009, 00:34:44 UTC

You know what I mean.

private; goodlucksoldier May 2 2009, 00:37:00 UTC

I enjoyed it, Tom.

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[Voice] sorighteously May 2 2009, 00:28:21 UTC

Alex.

I am sorry I did not prevent you from getting hurt.

[Voice] goodlucksoldier May 2 2009, 00:30:59 UTC

Wh--

What are you apologizing for? I was the one who... [he trails off.]

[Voice] sorighteously May 2 2009, 00:34:52 UTC

I died at your hands, but not by you. But I could have tried harder to find you, or help you however I might. That is why I ask your forgiveness, Alex. I am glad you are alright now.

[Voice] goodlucksoldier May 2 2009, 00:40:17 UTC

Zelda, I...

I don't know what to say. You have nothing to be sorry for.

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[Private] surpraiz! onlytwilight May 2 2009, 00:33:58 UTC

Alex.

[Private] omghai2u! goodlucksoldier May 2 2009, 00:34:59 UTC

Save it. I deserved it.

[Private] how's the hands? onlytwilight May 2 2009, 00:38:39 UTC

No one deserved what I did. We weren't ourselves.

[Private] healed, thank god. will have to fap later just to make sure. goodlucksoldier May 2 2009, 00:42:40 UTC

Forget it. It's over now.

theman_among May 2 2009, 01:30:23 UTC

That bad, huh?

goodlucksoldier May 2 2009, 01:58:56 UTC

Didn't you notice me killing people?

theman_among May 2 2009, 02:06:15 UTC

Well. It's hard to tell what's what around here, you know? Man, I need to get better at that before I open my damn mouth...

Will it be alright, in any case?

goodlucksoldier May 2 2009, 02:08:08 UTC

I killed people, and you're asking me if it'll be alright?

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[v] maneurism May 2 2009, 01:41:34 UTC

Look, just--

Take it.

Take it and do what you can with it.

And don't...linger.

I don't know, man.

[v] goodlucksoldier May 2 2009, 02:00:06 UTC

Yuusuke, what I did was...

I can't make this better.

[v] maneurism May 2 2009, 02:07:42 UTC

Yeah, but man it wasn't you. The fact that you feel this shitty about it is a token to that, right? I don't know. I wanna fuckin' off myself. I just don't wanna off myself.

Just-- I know what you mean. Not exactly, but to an extent, y'know?

Just because I didn't kill anybody, doesn't mean... Look, they'll come back.

If Eileen doesn't say something in the next hour or two, I'm gunna go get her. Kurama's got Aaron, soon as he comes to, he can go after that Pamela chick. None of the kids got mauled. Roxas is normal. You're normal. I'm normal. Everybody's...them, again. The chick with the ears doesn't even blame you, and I get that that's your thing now.

We've got what we've got. Nothin' more or less to make of it.

[v] goodlucksoldier May 2 2009, 02:13:08 UTC

Yeah, I guess...

Thanks, man.

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