Fanmix: Star Trek Reboot - James T. Kirk/Spock - thesis antithesis synthesis (EP); Icon Post #3
Medium: Film/Fanfiction
Fandom: Star Trek Reboot
Subject: Kirk/Spock
Title: thesis antithesis synthesis
Notes: Mixed for Amalglamation by annenburg for startrekbigbang 2010. Includes spoilers for Amalglamation.
Experiencing an imprint - that instant knowledge that you had found your intended bondmate, the instant connection, the bond formed on that first sight - that is the most revered aspect of Vulcan physiology.
"Goodnight, My Someone" The Music Man (2003) Film Soundtrack
True love can be whispered from heart to heart
When lovers are parted they say
But I must depend on a wish and a star
As long as my heart doesn't know who you are.
Spock knows what has just happened, and it repulses every fiber of his being. It is illogical, inappropriate, unacceptable - it cannot be. It is impossible. And yet it is also undeniable that it has occurred.
He has just imprinted.
"What Is This Feeling?" Original Broadway Cast Recording of Wicked
What is this feeling,
So sudden and new?
I felt the moment
I laid eyes on you;
My pulse is rushing;
My head is reeling;
My face is flushing;
What is this feeling?
Fervid as a flame,
Does it have a name?
Yes! Loathing
Unadulterated loathing
He cannot control himself. A surge of lust makes its way through the bond, and before he is aware of it, he has not only let go of Kirk’s arms, but he’s managed to pull his shirt out of his slacks, running his hand up and over his chest.
~
“Kirk tells me you’re in love with him,” Pike interrupts.
"I Think I'm in Love" The Moldy Peaches
Wake up in the morning
What a surprise
You got your face up in my cleavage
And your hand between my thighs
Why can't you leave just like the other guys
You think you won some kind of prize?
Ooooh, sweet lady, I think I'm in love
Oooh, I really think I'm in love
Just because we messed around doesn't mean I want you here
Get out of my house and take your beer
“You and I, Jim, are irrevocably linked together,” he states as plainly as he can. “We are bondmates. A pair. In the simplest of terms, Jim, we are one. The closest Standard I can access would be ‘soul mates’.”
Jim seems to lose muscular control of his jaw for a moment, his already too-wide eyes growing just a fraction. Spock wonders why his own thoughts are so difficult to access, and he can only watch as his mate sits up straight, staring at his face.
“Bullshit,” he whispers. And then he dives in to kiss him.
"Jane" Barenaked Ladies
Jane, desired by the people at her school and work
Jane is tired, 'cause every man becomes a lovesick jerk
Jim recoils, shaking his head furiously. “Get rid of it,” he demands, slinking along the wall towards the door. When Spock does not respond, another bolt of rage drips from Jim. “I am not kidding around here, Spock. You do not want me, and I am not going to be your ‘soul mate’. Get rid of the bond and get the fuck out of my head!”
"Push" Matchbox 20
Oh but don't bowl me over
Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so
Crazy, crazy
Don't rush this baby, don't rush this baby
“My reputation is pretty much bullshit,” he says in a rush. Spock blinks, and Jim looks particularly tortured for a moment. “Everyone thinks I’m some kind of a man whore because I jump from person to person. But it’s not-I don’t usually sleep with the people I flirt with. People leave when they realize I won’t put out right away like they expect I will. It sucks.”
~
“I don’t want you to stay down on the station overnight.”
Spock wonders for a second why Jim would express such a thing. Thoughts in the vein of suspicion float to the forefront of his mind, but he ignores them. Instead, he simply asks, “why?”
“No reason,” Jim admits, and Spock’s suspicions are heightened. Jim obviously picks up on this. “No, no - Spock, I don’t mean that. I mean I don’t know why I don’t want you down there. I was hoping you could tell me. Something about the mental bond thing, I’m guessing?”
"Best Imitation of Myself" Ben Folds Five
Last night I was east with them
And west within
Trying to be for you what you wanna see
But I can't help it with you
The good and bad comes through
Don't want you hanging out with
No one but me
Zip.
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Fandom: Star Trek Reboot
Subject: Kirk/Spock
Title: thesis antithesis synthesis
Notes: Mixed for Amalglamation by annenburg for startrekbigbang 2010. Includes spoilers for Amalglamation.
Experiencing an imprint - that instant knowledge that you had found your intended bondmate, the instant connection, the bond formed on that first sight - that is the most revered aspect of Vulcan physiology.
"Goodnight, My Someone" The Music Man (2003) Film Soundtrack
True love can be whispered from heart to heart
When lovers are parted they say
But I must depend on a wish and a star
As long as my heart doesn't know who you are.
Spock knows what has just happened, and it repulses every fiber of his being. It is illogical, inappropriate, unacceptable - it cannot be. It is impossible. And yet it is also undeniable that it has occurred.
He has just imprinted.
"What Is This Feeling?" Original Broadway Cast Recording of Wicked
What is this feeling,
So sudden and new?
I felt the moment
I laid eyes on you;
My pulse is rushing;
My head is reeling;
My face is flushing;
What is this feeling?
Fervid as a flame,
Does it have a name?
Yes! Loathing
Unadulterated loathing
He cannot control himself. A surge of lust makes its way through the bond, and before he is aware of it, he has not only let go of Kirk’s arms, but he’s managed to pull his shirt out of his slacks, running his hand up and over his chest.
~
“Kirk tells me you’re in love with him,” Pike interrupts.
"I Think I'm in Love" The Moldy Peaches
Wake up in the morning
What a surprise
You got your face up in my cleavage
And your hand between my thighs
Why can't you leave just like the other guys
You think you won some kind of prize?
Ooooh, sweet lady, I think I'm in love
Oooh, I really think I'm in love
Just because we messed around doesn't mean I want you here
Get out of my house and take your beer
“You and I, Jim, are irrevocably linked together,” he states as plainly as he can. “We are bondmates. A pair. In the simplest of terms, Jim, we are one. The closest Standard I can access would be ‘soul mates’.”
Jim seems to lose muscular control of his jaw for a moment, his already too-wide eyes growing just a fraction. Spock wonders why his own thoughts are so difficult to access, and he can only watch as his mate sits up straight, staring at his face.
“Bullshit,” he whispers. And then he dives in to kiss him.
"Jane" Barenaked Ladies
Jane, desired by the people at her school and work
Jane is tired, 'cause every man becomes a lovesick jerk
Jim recoils, shaking his head furiously. “Get rid of it,” he demands, slinking along the wall towards the door. When Spock does not respond, another bolt of rage drips from Jim. “I am not kidding around here, Spock. You do not want me, and I am not going to be your ‘soul mate’. Get rid of the bond and get the fuck out of my head!”
"Push" Matchbox 20
Oh but don't bowl me over
Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so
Crazy, crazy
Don't rush this baby, don't rush this baby
“My reputation is pretty much bullshit,” he says in a rush. Spock blinks, and Jim looks particularly tortured for a moment. “Everyone thinks I’m some kind of a man whore because I jump from person to person. But it’s not-I don’t usually sleep with the people I flirt with. People leave when they realize I won’t put out right away like they expect I will. It sucks.”
~
“I don’t want you to stay down on the station overnight.”
Spock wonders for a second why Jim would express such a thing. Thoughts in the vein of suspicion float to the forefront of his mind, but he ignores them. Instead, he simply asks, “why?”
“No reason,” Jim admits, and Spock’s suspicions are heightened. Jim obviously picks up on this. “No, no - Spock, I don’t mean that. I mean I don’t know why I don’t want you down there. I was hoping you could tell me. Something about the mental bond thing, I’m guessing?”
"Best Imitation of Myself" Ben Folds Five
Last night I was east with them
And west within
Trying to be for you what you wanna see
But I can't help it with you
The good and bad comes through
Don't want you hanging out with
No one but me
Zip.
1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9
10
11
12
13
14
15
16
Please comment if you snag the mix or any of graphics, credit if you use, and do not hotlink. Thank you.