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[gogalucky]

I just wrote a long entry and deleted it, because I'm using all the wrong words to talk about things that are too important to confuse. I'm not sure what is better. Should I blog about specific things, like how I am excited but mostly super nervous about going to the Technion next year to study Biomedical Engineering? Or should I blog about general

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[autumn_caprice]

Blog about anything. Talking about something allows you to stop holding it in as much. Share your happiness and your sorrows, and those who listen through both are your true friends. :)

[jeffreyatw]

What do you dislike about yourself so much? I still don't get why whatever you're doing is bugging you so much.

[gogalucky]

oh it's not thaat, it's mostly other things now.
like, for example, i think i've lost my patience with people? i mean i never had that much to begin with, but now i pretty much don't have any. half the reason my days in the army are nofunatall is because the moment anyone says anything stupid i just have to point it out to them and i have to argue it or i have to take it to heart one way or another.
but there are a million other things i'm doing completely wrong. it's like my head doesn't work the way it used to. and i was happier once.

[threnody_kismet]

You're going to the Technion next year?! Way exciting! Although I have heard all sorts of MIT-esque soul-crushing horror stories about it, so it seems a tad bit scary. My mom's fiance went there though (electrical engineering?) and absolutely loved it.

I don't understand what you mean about not liking yourself and I'm really mad at myself for not being able to talk to you about it in person. Hopefully my being-sick-in-Israel thing will end and I'll be able to actually hang out with you, and you can bitch to me about shit. Or I could call you. When do you get off work and such?

Feel better. <3