Just like I imagined.

[godchilde]

I suppose it's unfair to whomever keeps up with this journal that I simply dropped an obtuse poll composed of cryptic questions without providing the proper back story. The story itself is a simple one and is the inspiration of countless country western songs: I had a love. Now she's gone. And it's probably all my fault

Comments

[nute]

This is advice from Nute. He's not an actor, so we've hired rap music mogul Snoop Doggy Dogg to assist.

It sounds like what you need is a relationship with more open communication about what you both want and need.

Fo' rizzle. Life ain't nothin' but bitches and chronic.

For the moment, you know that you've still got your friends.

Rollin' with the homies, fo'shizzle. Gs up, hos down like the D-O-double-G.

If all else fails, there's always roofies.

...say what?

Roofies. You know, rohypnol. GHB. Girls love that shit.

Dawg, that is some fucked up shit. Fo' rizzle, my nizzle.

Um, word.

[godchilde]

"Bitch, you almost made me laugh!"

[spuffylover24]

You are my friend, and I love you.

[godchilde]

Well, at least I've got that.

[spuffylover24]

Also, when there are 2 people in a relationship nothing can totally be the fault of one person. It's give and take, and it typically takes 2 people to fuck things up- even if one sometimes plays a larger role...it's always a result of both. You just let me know if there's any ass kicking i need to do...

[godchilde]

The only ass that needs to be kicked 'round here is mine, but you just don't have the toolbox to do that job.

Whut?

[brandawg]

I would say that this is so not your fault. You both played equal parts, more you in the beginning and more her toward the end, but it's definitely not your fault. If anything, it's a relationship that ran its course. You two were together for awhile and had a great time together when times were good, you know? It's probably the break-up talking but living in fear of what might be will never be fulfilling. You know that, too, even if it's hard to admit right now.

[godchilde]

What kills me, what absolutely kills me is that this relationship was never supposed to happen in the first place. It happened by accident and even though I knew we were too different for it to last, that I should have kept things casual, that I had no intention of getting as involved or attached as I did; it boggles my fucking mind that what I thought I wanted to be just a passing dalliance turned into such a goddamn mess leaving me holding the bag.

[spuffylover24]

Man, this guy is really smart, and I could not have said it better.

[theliar]

at least you aren't lily munster. she died monday.