OMG so i just got home + i gotta go 2 bed soon, but i did a good job 2day! 1st of all i warned Bruce that he could go 2 hell if he dates outside of his marriage. He sez that his marriage has been dead 4 a long time. How sad! i kissed him so hed feel better. When he stopped @ the bank + left the car i took notes about the car like Lance wanted. He ( Read more... )

1. Who was the last person you yelled at? My mom ( Read more... )

i tried so hard 2 avoid Lance. i didnt answer his calls + i deleted his voicemails w/o listening + deleted his emails w/o reading + i blocked his AIM screename but he managed 2 send me this message, "Heather, please read this. I am someone who loves you a lot. You're like a little sister to me, and I'm worried about you. Please let me know somehow ( Read more... )

i feel even more sick 2day! i dont even remember writing in my LJ last nite! i must have come down with somethin. i slept in rilly late 2day + i think i may go back 2 sleep soon. Lance left a bajillion messages on my voicemail but i didnt listen 2 them. i miss Bruce already, hes such a great guy! i wonder if hes my b/f now? i will call him when im ( Read more... )

stupid lance thatwilsshow hIM!idont fewwl so good..i wwent wit bruce+he kepttrien 2 givv me alckohal buti sed NO.so he gfave me juice ijnstead but itttasted funny+bitter ans i felt sooo warm+ dissy after.sohe told me2hide inn the backoff his caar+ we wient around+around far. so bruce ahd alot2drink+ we went2 lances house+ hit his trukc on pruposed ( Read more... )

Lance has been callin my cell but i wont answer ( Read more... )

i went on a date 2 the mall 2day with Lance! He has such great taste in clothes! He told me 2day that hes never kissed a girl! isnt that cute! i tried 2 kiss him 2day but he just gave me a hug i think hes shy. im so in luv with him! i luv the way he tilts his head + touches his face with his hands when he talks. He said he luvs hanging out with me ( Read more... )

Boring day 2day + its all my moms fault! i did Tai Bo all morning tho so hopefully i lost some weight. My ferret is so good + lazy that i can wear him around the house like a scarf almost LOLOL! i think i will wear him 2 the mall sometime + ppl will think i have a hot new look! i cant wait until 2morrow i think its Lance + my 2 week anniversary! i ( Read more... )

just talked 2 Lance 4 like, an hour on the phone. He makes such good convo about clothes + hair + i luv the way he giggles! Pls Jesus make him luv me 2! He has 2 work 2morrow so he wont b @ the mall. i was gonna go 2 the mall 2morrow early so that i could meet up with my fan Sinister_Brunet like i was gonna 2day but i slept in. But she has summer ( Read more... )