And why is it, that when the dust settles and my view of the world is fresh and new, I always find I'm standing at a crossroads ( Read more... )

So, I'm stepping away from real life, and blogging about something that takes place in a virtual world - a world named Azeroth. Hah ( Read more... )

I'm at work, and got to thinking about how powerful words really are. They can condemn someone to death, or exonerate and save someone. They can paint vivid pictures of horror. They can intimidate and bully, they can coerce and command. Words can make our minds spiral into desperation and panic, and yet they can cause our hearts and our very ( Read more... )

...Aaaaand herein lies the problem ( Read more... )

Working ( Read more... )

Ah yes, and I start another journal entry with yet another discalimer ( Read more... )

So, now that I can write without feeling like 200 people are going to judge me for it.  I've been writing a lot.  Most of it about as morbid as this one.  Most of them based off of retarded shit that's happened to me over the past few months.  Only one, a longer story that I've started, is any different.  This one reads more like an actual journal ( Read more... )

I don't know why I feel so trapped lately, I do feel pressed in and up against a wall, and that's okay with me. I'm not exactly 100% sure why, but I'm maybe 90%. I'm sure a lot of it has to do with the same fucking dream that's been haunting me for over a month now. The dream is always, always the same, there have been minor differences only a ( Read more... )

Yes indeed, it's a whole new year. Doesn't feel too much different, if I really think about it. Then again, the only thing on my mind is the fact that Jessica is sitting in Chicago waiting on her connecting flight to bring her here, to Harrisburg! I'm obscenely excited, nervous energy is rolling off of me, I'm already occasionally stuttering, ( Read more... )

Hah, I are returns! Nice, so LJ says to me today, last update: 132 weeks ago. Fucking own ( Read more... )