Aww, the Scientist melted my heart today with his 'hi'. What's a girl to do?

In fact, problem is
Neither of them is really
There for me to choose.

( I kinda like it! )

I have to choose one;
Problem is, the decision
Is already made.

Oh Christ. I've fallen head over heels in love.

The Scout doesn't think I'm the right girl for him and that hurts me more than it ought.

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I don't even have the excuse of compulsive tidying for why I'm not doing my essay. I'm just sitting on the floor, fighting the rising nausea and day dreaming of finding real love ( Read more... )

Never mind my usual worries, I feel beautiful and alive and wonderful and loved.

This feeling is better than anything in the world.

Perfection, I'd say.

(And this part is secret)
( ♥ )

( Consider yourself warned - this is slightly ott. ♥ )