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A kid killed himself in school a few days ago. I knew him, kinda. He was one of the sophomores when I had to retake english 10, I knew his face well enough. He passed us everyday this tri but for wednesdays after 4th hour where Maija, Koenen, Kremmy and I stood and laughed in the window. He watched with that look of envy-fear you get when you want ( Read more... )

So last night was prom, which went well as expected (Emily and Andy got prom king and quenn, yey) but then shit happened and I got really pissed/depressed/frustrated ( Read more... )

So I got suspended today- third time getting my cell phone taken away, they let me pick in or out of school and what day. It's a late start and only my first three hours, so yay for blowing shit off ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't posted in like a month- most likely because I've been fairly happy (?). I generally only use here as a place to vent ( Read more... )

I was just ranting in my head and wishing I could put it down somewhere...

And then I remembered I had LJ.

( Rant in letter form below )

Fever dreams are fucked up. On thursday, when the first wave hit, I was half convinced I was an alien mutagen being watched by the government. I tried to talk myself out of it, and it would work up to a point, but then something would flash in the corner of my eye and I was back to trying to escape the conspiracy ( Read more... )

( All things beyond this point are confidential and hazardous to your health )

Not depressed no more! My mood swings are a bitch when I'm happy, but a lifesaver when I'm depressed.

*too ADD to stay one mood more than a day or two*

Now, off to get chocolate to fling at people in the hallways tomorrow

...when you're identifying with "What Hurts The Most". At least Cascada's mix is easy to dance to.


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