What do I do to make you love me

[glissarine]

Maybe I'm a girl and maybe I'm a lonely girl
who's in the middle of something
that she doesn't really understandon repeat in my head (if you have the original, please send!). I try not to think about how in a couple of weeks everything will have changed. Yesterday's beach(ing, haha) outing was a-okay I guess. Saw things I didn't need to see, fell

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[_paradise_]

I EMPATHISE, IN MANY WAYS. About self-preservation, doing something unrelated to school, not having a lot of clothes (you still have much more than me, I remind you!), having problems talking to people, long silences but I haven't had a good holiday. I mean the eyebags have disappeared, but mostly I feel like I haven't taken the initiative to do anything this entire hols.

[glissarine]

Ah yeah I guess. One thing I haven't done a lot of is reading, which is kind of surprising really. No more eyebags can't be a bad thing though :)

[jars0fclay]

Haha, gym :)
2. - TOTALLY. I think for a while I believed that instead of eating up the time we could have otherwise spent pursuing these hobbies, School magically provided us with opportunities to do so in the form of CCA extra programmes blah (making for, of course, an all-rounded education). But that simply isn't true because it's school, and whatever we do in school is scrutinzed, compared with a standard, and plastered with a grade, and basically sucked dry of its original pleasure.. It was very long since I'd done something of that sort for its sake.
3. Haha I think it's the clothes you do own that make people believe you have lots of clothes? If that makes sense.
5. Refurbished ipods ftw

[glissarine]

2. Yep. I kind of have that issue with photog too. I got a couple more opportunities that I wouldn't have had otherwise, but it doesn't feel half as fun any more you know?
3. Actually, it does and I think so too!
5. FTW.
6. Ah I do that sometimes and I've been told I appear insincere/aloof/cold/etc. But don't worry you can do it miao.