This weekend there is a possibility that I'll be meeting someone from online. By myself. And I am excited, yet I am scared at the same time. I really want to meet this person badly, yet the whole 'meeting people from online' pops into my head and I see myself going to meet this person in another city and not coming back.
If I go through with it, it's either going to be tons of fun, or possibly the most stupidest mistake I will willingly make in my entire life.
Meeting people online is always a risky proposition. You just have to feel you know the person well enough and trust them enough to know when you meet them you will get along and things will click.
The thing is I do trust this person, and then I don't. There is reasonalbe cause on some things....I want to take a chance though and see where things lead though, instead of wondering about it for the rest of my life.
Sometimes I think that I've wasted enough of my life and that I should get my ass in gear and do something. But then I wonder if its this drive in America for women to strive for more than they can handle until they crack. Wives, Mothers, Employees, Employers, all of these things stack on top of each other and still every woman feels like they aren't good enough. Anyway, I feel like I have the potential to be something great, but I'm afraid that I'll settle for ordinary.
Keep reaching towards the stars, set a goal and go after it. The only thing that would be a true failure is if you don't go 110% balls out towards your goals every day.
There's a passion, but it is not the same as the passion that is there at the beginning of the realtionship. There's nothing new anymore, but there is still passion. To clarify, I haven't cheated, and I won't - I just think about it from time to time. But I'm willing to give up that feeling of first passion to have eternal love that I have now, but that doesn't mean that I don't miss it every once and awhile.
Comments 43
If I go through with it, it's either going to be tons of fun, or possibly the most stupidest mistake I will willingly make in my entire life.
Reply
I hope your experience goes well. :)
Reply
Reply
Reply
you know who I am, right?! ;)
<3
Reply
Don't do it! :P
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
Were you afraid you might get caught or something? lol
Reply
Anyway, I feel like I have the potential to be something great, but I'm afraid that I'll settle for ordinary.
Reply
Keep reaching towards the stars, set a goal and go after it. The only thing that would be a true failure is if you don't go 110% balls out towards your goals every day.
Reply
It's not that I dont love them, I do and I don't want a relationship with someone else.
But hell, I want to feel that passion of the first kiss again.
Reply
Reply
To clarify, I haven't cheated, and I won't - I just think about it from time to time.
But I'm willing to give up that feeling of first passion to have eternal love that I have now, but that doesn't mean that I don't miss it every once and awhile.
Reply
Reply
Leave a comment