Just Stab Me Why Dont You

[givemespace]

Not having love in my life is something that I have been able to handle. Not having a lot of friends around is also something that I have been able to handle. Right now however im angry, hurt, depressed, and selfish it seems. One small even has made me feel more like crap them I have in a long time. My eyes are watering and as hard as I try to talk

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[lightallegro]

Casey!
I love you!! Please dont feel like you are an undatable loser ever and it's ok to feel how you do. I'm sure your friends didn't mean for it to come off that way. But, i hope i've never made you feel that way because I love you so much and would never want to alienate you! We need to visit each other more. I am now free Tuesdays, thursdays, and weekends. If you ever feel like visiting just show up we would love to have you!!

[givemespace]

No no you guys havent at all. I was just saying that I am used to it in general. I was just in a bad mood when I wrote that. I love you too! I do want to come down sometime.. The next two weeks are filled up but maybe when I come back from the beach i will have some time. I want to spend time with you before you go back to Nashville.

[phoenixsaga]

Believe me, I know the feeling. I was constantly a third wheel for the past few years. It's perfectly cool though to feel a little selfish sometimes though and want that for yourself; it's natural. But one day you'll have it all, so not to worry. ;-)