Maziness.

[girlsetsfire]

I looked down at the newspaper sitting next to me. The headline read "Cruel Hoax". In over dramatic manner, I shook my fist to the sky, and said "YOU'RE a cruel hoax!". My Mom walked in the room, and said "And YOU'RE a lazy good for nothing... get a job

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[pulsewidth]

your dad is awesome. i like when he gives me computer catalogs to read while i'm waiting for you to get ready.

[xtylerx]

wow.

I have had the same encounters with mr.tygum.

I accidently started talking about computers with him,

we got on the subject of linux and he kept going on and

on about it, I was like "dude, can we talk about this another

time."

Your dad is a swell guy.

Rock Da 40.oz

[daicerio_blue]

You know, the real world is just a life support system for everything important. Or an MTV show. It's one of those two, I'm sure of it.

[girlsetsfire]

You know the deal.

[girlsetsfire]

Nice! It's funny how some people can fart and it's just disgusting, and so wrongly timed. Then there's the comedic geniuses, who fart and you get a feeling that they have secrets to the universe.

p.s. I play scrabble online a lot, and have recently made a new screen name for myself. Glechlimkack. That's right baby! Scrabble players all over the world are learning your word every day. Oxford dictionary here you come!

[girlsetsfire]

Well, it depends on how angry you get when people act like idiots

[nolegs]

When should we have our picnic in the hot air baloon over the bread factory?

[girlsetsfire]

When, indeed!

The other day I walked pass a bread factory, and 5 minutes later I realized I was just standing there loving life, and having no idea why.

We could use this stuff to take over the world. MY GOD!

[rocknrollisdead]

what are the changes you need to make?

[girlsetsfire]

Well the main one is my sleeping patterns. I go to sleep between 5-7 in the morning and get up between 4-7 at night. Because my dreams are so vivid, and wonderful, I cannot say for sure that I "waste" my days. But I'm definitely not accomplishing what I want to.

I need to get a job. I need to move out of this house. And I most certainly do not want to live in Indiana the rest of my life.

I have so many things that I love doing, but am not because I have slowing been driving myself mad. I think about certain things too much, and the moment they pop into my brain I have to pick it apart until I come to a conclusion.

It's this process which makes me feel like skipping through a field, singing show tunes, while I pluck my hairs out one by one.

[rocknrollisdead]

haha at pulling out your hairs while skipping through a field. such creativity.

i have the same problem with the sleep thing, except i go to sleep around 8-10 am and wake up 3-7 pm. close, though!

i'm happy for you that you have wonderful dreams :) i normally have wonderful dreams, but i get nightmares lately because ive been changing my medications around and there's a common theory that your brain reacts to change by giving you nightmares..

sounds like you're over-analytical.. i've been called that before too, plus the schizophrenia makes it worse.

what are the things you love to do that you haven't been doing?

i love drawing and painting but haven't done either for ages, and i really should because it's incredibly therapeutic.

[girlsetsfire]

Writing short stories.
Playing piano.
Going for walks, and collecting strange things I find on the ground.
I also like to keep a journal, in comic strip form.

Many other things.

It's all very sad and ridiculous, how much reason and logic you feel you have, and then how much of it seems to be viewed by a completely seperate insane person.

So it goes!