We ate our cake in silence

Jun 30, 2003 01:17

My time with you is short, so I must be quick ( Read more... )

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xshaunxctx June 30 2003, 00:02:44 UTC
"'MAYBE, I should go downtown and shoot a nigger in the face!"

What??

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girlsetsfire June 30 2003, 00:10:46 UTC
I know, that's what I said.
This guy wasn't THEE biggest redneck ever,but he was way up there in mental state.
All he lacked was the twang and a piece of straw in his mouth.

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let's start a club xshaunxctx June 30 2003, 03:29:27 UTC
i clicked on your link and saw some photos. i put together some words describing a club we should start:

lavish fascination with torsos united.

rob

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Re: let's start a club xshaunxctx June 30 2003, 03:57:13 UTC
I'm not exactly fascinated with my torso. It's more related to the fusion of boredom, ownership of a webcam, and exhibitionist tendencies.

Anyhow. Thanks for the thought, Rob.

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noahsin June 30 2003, 00:11:35 UTC
I don`t really like the second one and it would not have amused me.
I would have stood up and say "Excuse me but I did hear your comment about colored people - would you please explain that to me?"
I mean - if he talked loud enough that you could hear it when you have been sitting at another table he was feeling totally fine with what he said because he spoke out loud.

The first one would not have amused me either - it would have made me sad that there are so many assholes around that even try to impress other by telling stories of their asshole behaviour. Sorry :o(

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girlsetsfire June 30 2003, 00:18:27 UTC
I guess that's where we differ.
Things like this used to make me mad.
Then I realized that I was surrounded by assholes and stupid people.
If I was to get mad about it, I would be mad all the time.
Sometimes it still get's to me, but then I realize how pathetic they are and that there was indeed a humorous side to stupidity.

So basically, when it comes down to it, most peoples brains are pretty illogical and lame, and the way they process life makes me laugh because of how absurd it is.

It's better to laugh than cry.
:)

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noahsin June 30 2003, 01:23:37 UTC
You are right - life gets more and more absurd and the best is to laugh about it.
You are such a wise girl and I like your point of view so very much. You impress me because you are like an old sould.........it is very impressing and a turn on.
I wish I could see the world a bit more relaxed and how things really are. Instead I have still so much "angy young man" inside me it gets on my nerves.
Good to see your back here posting. Hope this time you stay a bit longer or you plan to live another brave girl advantures again soon?

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appealfromastar July 8 2003, 22:46:46 UTC
go emma, it's your birthday. gonna party like... my god, i'm going to go shoot myself for even thinking of saying that.

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sharks eat each other in the womb and you're talking this shit?! anonymous June 30 2003, 03:12:26 UTC
c'mon now. anybody ever read flannery o'connor? what the fuck? you don't have to explain why or how you thought something was funny. as long as it's not a matter of emotional avoidance...affective flattening or whatever psychological crapskinshits you want to name drop. am i saying, you and me...us versus the world...or laughing movie theater laughter..."i get it too". no. i think it's funny, but that's beside the point. is it a comment on your lack of character that you found something funny and didn't say, "now now now, those words you're using there...they just won't do. i mean at the very least i've got the stick up for denny's reputation for an all inclusive grand slammery racial tolerance eggs over my hammy love for blacks and jews." i mean goddamn.

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i love rob girlsetsfire June 30 2003, 04:18:33 UTC
You always know the perfect thing to say.
As weird as it may be, I feel like you make me a happier person.
As though, you have the final piece to my thought puzzle.
That's probably because you are far smarter and wiser than I, but I like to think my brain is just cluttered.
Either way, thanks for being you.

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the thought puzzles might match and the feelings might mutual anonymous July 1 2003, 09:50:14 UTC
that's not weird seeming. reading your journal makes me happy.
and cluttered minds? mine is flash paper and broken glass. mine is pixilated implosions and vomit burps. thank you too, emma. for existing. the fact that you exist. and for your imagination.

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wrdvirus1 June 30 2003, 05:09:25 UTC
why is your life so entertaining.....I cant even watch rosanne anymore.:(

fun for me is finding new pills I can crush and shoot and watch to see if they cause a sweeled abcess or like a little droplet of blood or somthing else equally gorgeous.

oh yea and work in 2 hours......

man i need to go to the mall.

what state do you live in again?

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kryonmyshoulder June 30 2003, 06:25:08 UTC
person #1 had me laughing my face off. PSst. you should come here next month for more than music fest: http://www.morethanmusic.org

xo amir

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