hi. hello. i hope you all are pleased to know that things aren't so bad after all. the sun was sunny, the breeze was cool and the boys were funny. my boots were heavy, but i didn't mind because my job makes me feel like a woman. up with the sun, i drink two cups of coffee. i wear pants, and boots with steel in the toe. i am in the sun, on the ( Read more... )

No plans tomorrow? Plans tomorrow? It doesn't matter because your plans are now to come see Stand and Deliver! (Anne, Carly and Kenny) play. You can see us at ( Read more... )

Hey remeber that time? That time when nothing was or-i-gin-al. I could go for a gin and tonic on the back deck. This is unrealistic though, because there is no gin on my parent's wet table. Tonic is bland when there is no gin. Come on back gin. (I'm waiting, I'm waiting.)


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today i was impatient and high strung, girly-whirly in sweatpants. i love socks. i will move somewhere even further north than ballantrae so i can wear socks and sweaters all the time. i was watching cartoons with stacey earlier, and ian got trapped in school during a snowstorm. i realize summer's here and all, but i am a snow fairy and i want ( Read more... )

the simple things, small things, the nicey nice days where mother nature smiles and nods and opens her arms to reveal a big blue sky.
i'm not high, nor am i low. i am coasting: energy efficient.

( on the sunny road )

it was all i needed.


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i found a peice of paper on the kitchen table- it was stacey's:

My Dreams: That i will become a famous singer and dance onstage.

My Fears: That someone will slip me some GHB.

it's all just time, 'tick-tick-tock', until i can go away for a while. just for a little while, time enough to refresh from some of the boring classes and dreary weather and hectic schedules that have been making me walk around all uncomfortable like i have a really bad wedgie or something. (bitch, complain, its all just wasted breath wasting time ( Read more... )

entries in my real journal have been short and sweet, just like this past month. spring is here and that means sun, skirts and smoothy-smooth legs! if i could, i would doodle tulips and budding leaves down the side of this page. or maybe i would free-hand and you could interpret my doodle to see how effectively i've filled up each month in my ( Read more... )

sporadic plans, breezy car rides and half-surprises are what have been keeping me going. keeping me going in a mechanical sort of way. there was no real easter weekend because i was stuck in a smelly room over-flowing with G2 hopefuls. luckily, there is a certain boy who is very good at lying, but i don't mind because i get taco-bell and a make- ( Read more... )