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Paris
Well, it actually kinda sucks... but I was reading about her and I felt compelled for some reason to write this:
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And so on...
Well, counseling was a huge bust. Get this: I actually got him there, and he bitched about it from the moment I told him it was time to go... THEN the counselor's first words were something like, "So, your doctor tells me you're in an abusive relationship ( Read more... ) -
Biopsy update
Wasn't expecting this, but they did a biopsy. They said before they didn't like doing that if you're pregnant, and I probably would not have to. Yet as I sat under their magnified gazes, and they determined a couple of areas that look abnormal enough... they decided to cut two chunks out of my cervix ( Read more... ) -
Heartache
A broken heart sinks like a lead anchor into the sea ( Read more... ) -
Naughty Kitty
I found Shadow kitty! Hurrah and yay and thank you, St. Anthony! He was cowering in a bush. Funny boy. Naughty kitty. Very naughty, but he was very happy to see me too. I was examining the bushes around my building, and in one not far from my balcony I saw a bit of gray fur. Said, "Shad? Kitty?" He said, "Mew ( Read more... ) -
Shadow is missing
Dear St. Anthony,
Please come around:
SHADOW is lost
and can't be found!
Accidentally left the screen door open last night, and one of my kitties got out. Shadow. Johnny stayed in by some miracle.
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thanks
I'm going to bed. Thank you for the support and advice. More soon. I'm staying strong. As I can. -
Wish I wasn't
I wish I wasn't so sad ( Read more... ) -
blah blah blah
Tonight he text messages me ( Read more... ) -
not again. that was then, this is now.
quote:
the original "not again"
I think of the Dead when I'm talking to you,
And sometimes I still want to see it all through...
But I know where this road goes,
I've been there before,
And I don't want to go there again.
You know I've been there again and again and again.
You're my oldest old love - babe, you know I love you still...
but I can't be your ( Read more... )