story of my life.
"when we got together it scared the shit out of me, because...you were the one person who could ruin my life. i pushed you away&made you think things were your fault, but really i was just terrified of pain. i screwed that girl sophia to kind of spite you for having that hold on me. &i'm a terrible fucking coward because i got these...these tickets
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i'm glad you like it too (well sad, but..) <3
there's another bit before it that i didn't post in my journal, 'i've loved you from the first time i saw you. i think i was twelve. it took me three years to pluck up the courage to speak to you, &i was so scared of the way i felt, you know, loving a girl, that i learned how to become a sarcastic bitch just to make it feel normal. i screwed guys to make it go away, but it didn't work.'
i thought the rest was more applicable, but actually that bit was kind've true as well, lol. >.<
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awwww! *sniffle*
i need to watch this episode, dammit!
i think i became a sarcastic bitch because i'm too sensitive to deal with life...
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