Scaredscaredscared. D:

[ginasaur_x3]

I love how I type up a TMI post yesterday and it gets the most comments out of all my entries!! xDD Ya'll are a bunch of creeps! Well...except Chey, probably, because she reads and comments anyway. :P But the rest of you? Creeeeeeperrrrrs. xD <3

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[duelist_gurl163]

*feels proud for not being a creeper* xD

*hugs* It's gonna be okay! You never know, it might fade when you get to school again this time. Try to stay distracted, that's what I do. I have general chronic anxiety rather than specific social anxiety, but literally what I do is write fanfiction in my head if I'm feeling really nervous. Maybe try that? xD Getting to class early if you can helps too since you can get a good seat and settle in without a bunch of people around. For once I actually wish I had texting on my phone so I could text you supportive messages...but no texting here. :<

BUT GOOD LUCK!! No matter what happens it'll be okay and it'll get better once you get more used to the school. I know it's easy to worry and assume the worst, man do I know. xD But that doesn't help, so just take care and try to think positive! (Or focus on manga, that helps too. ;3) And of course you'll be in my thoughts. I'll be sending good wishes your way all day long, so you can remember that. <3

*hugs a lot* EXTRA GOOD LUCK AGAIN!! I luff you!

[ginasaur_x3]

The reason why it faded last time when I got to school was because a.) I was cranky when I woke up, and b.) there weren't that many people there since it was a Saturday. But now it's going to be crazy crowded since it's a regular Monday morning. I'm freaking outttt! D: What I do is just look down, take deep breaths, and try to distract myself in any way possible. Hence the texting etc. We'll see how it goes. :/ Don't worry about me. <3

Thank you!! Idk, it'll probably get better when I'm around the school a lot more but I'll still be nervous in crowds. Ew. :( Once again, we'll just have to see what happens tomorrow. *le sigh*

You tried calling earlier? Yeah, I didn't even get it. D: I heard no ringtone from it all day...just static. -_-

[duelist_gurl163]

But I'm going to worry about you if something is bothering you, you're my friend and that's what I do for my friends! *huuuuuugs* I hope everything went okay. And I know over time it'll get easier, the first days are always tough.

Yeah, it was around 4:00-ish. It rang a bunch of times and eventually cut off. :