so small

[gigi_tastic]

I feel small. very small. i feel like a little girl again. I hated being a little girl. so alone so helpless.. so scared. such ... rage. trying to not cry right now. Its hard. So hard. She can't know what i just heard. that would lead to a confrontation... I don’t want that right now. Or maybe I do but its not healthy. dont know. she might just be

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[rahirah]

:hugs:

[gigi_tastic]

thank you *hugs back*

[gigi_tastic]

thank you.. your all sorts of amazingness you know that right?

[gigi_tastic]

trying to pick out giles photo.. I think I'm going to go with this one from s2 when he's reading a book in the library whats more giles then that? but then I was like.. ehhh i kindof want sombrao giles here they are which is better?
Library
http://www.screencap-paradise.com/caps/displayimage.php?pid=17883&fullsize=1
Sombraro
http://www.screencap-paradise.com/caps/displayimage.php?pid=32384&fullsize=1
such a tough choice!

[ladyofthelog]

Although our exact situations are quite different, I very much understand the burden of having to be the person who takes care of your parents. While your mom is obviously suffering, she's also behaving in ways that put her physical and your emotional well-being at risk, and that's not ok. Stay safe.

Also, it's ok to be scared, and it's ok to express those feelings here - it's YOUR journal! You don't need to apologize. Anyone who is reading is choosing to read.

*big safe hugs*

[gigi_tastic]

thank you.. it's just I've been taking care of her since i was like.. 12. its so hard some times.. we're very emeshed.. whats your address i love baking when i'm upset and so i wanted to send you some for being so fan-friggin-tastic.