Oh my god these are like, all my underage kinks and some unrelated general ones all assembled in one place, AMAZING. Wall make-outs! Followed by carrying! (This is such a big kink of mine, holy shit.) Attempts of phone sex! Intimate dirty talk, oh my god. Confusing new feelings! Easy domesticity! Underlying tension all over the place.
"You could just tell me what you'd want," Justin says.
"I don't think I get to want, man." Usher says it so matter-of-factly that Justin just sighs.
He says, "That sucks. I don't like that. Change it."
"Or maybe we just let this track simmer," Usher says.
I died.
(And I know this is super, super annoying and I hate myself, but... will there be more? /o\)
I looooooooove when one person can pick the other up, and I'm always EXTRA HAPPY when I like a pairing that could conceivably manage it! Also, I've seen Usher do this with girl on stage and shit, so I KNOW HE'S INTO IT TOO. /o\ \o/
I doubt there'll be more of this particular ~story. This was all I had in that email thread with paitac, but my Justin/Usher obsession is no longer semi-secret, so I might write other stuff about them, idk. Goodness knows I still think about them A LOT.
Haha, our current OTP is basically nothing but size and age difference kink and random up-picking, so I'm somewhat baffled at the shamefilled comments on this. SIXTEEN IS LEGAL COME ON GUYS. Fandom has done so much worse!
Er. *cough*
In any case, yay! I shall live in hope, then. :-) (This didn't feel unfinished or anything, I enjoyed the ending very much, I was just prepared to read another 10k about them, um.)
Haha, I think because the federal age of consent in the US is 18, people still get kind of weird about 16? BUT, UHHHH, APPARENTLY THAT DIDN'T STOP ME.
And, dude, yeah, stories or no, I do definitely still have Usher and Justin being a complicated situation in my head. The fun thing about going back to look at this old thread is thinking about how much I think Justin's already changed so much in only 2 years. Or almost 2 years. Like, I think Justin here is still discovering his sexuality but a Justin at 18 already seems even more comfortable with his sexuality and being sexualized, if the running around on stage naked and body-rolling with Nicki Minaj is any indication. And that could be super interesting in his relationship with Usher.
Never in my life have I had to restrain myself from screaming about Justin Bieber's non-existent sex life before. I was like, wait. Wait, that's it? NO ACTUAL KITCHEN TABLE BONING?
It was a really sad time for me, I won't lie about it.
Man what on earth, out of all the things you've made me read (yes, forced, against my will obviously), this is far and away the most shameful and how much do I not care? All the much. I really didn't read this in a sexy way, I mean, it's sexy in that through Justin's eyes it is, sometimes, but mostly I was just sort of bowled over by how interesting and exacting his voice was. It makes me think about the way that in bandom so many people wrote about panic when they were 16 and 17 and how I don't think I ever really thought about their age, because I guess I was still close enough to it that it didn't seem young, that reading Ryan/Pete was hot instead of "holy fuck inappropriate/age difference issues". Now that I'm a little older and I read something like this I enjoy far more reading the caution and problems and internal debate that goes on here and the warmth and strength of their friendship, the way you write their speech and their relationship, it is so clear how long they have been friends and how safe that friendship is. I love
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Oooh, that's a really interesting thought --re: age in this vs. bandom, because I'm also around the age of Panic members. I hadn't thought about that but now I'm chewing on how that might have affected my thinking with this story
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Thank you!!! Dude, uncertainty and a kind of tense potential are forever my favorite things in stories about relationships evolving from friendship t something romantic.
I have no shame in admitting that I ship Usher/The Biebz. None. Age difference? What age difference?
This, thus, was GLORIOUS. Though, I must echo insunshine's comment regarding the injustice of no kitchen table boning. The hell? And then the hotel room telephone cock teasing? The hell again? Poor Biebz. Poor, poor Biebz.
I feel like Justin would probably have a better chance of actually getting that table sex now, a couple years later. And he's probably still wanting it, let's be real.
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"You could just tell me what you'd want," Justin says.
"I don't think I get to want, man." Usher says it so matter-of-factly that Justin just sighs.
He says, "That sucks. I don't like that. Change it."
"Or maybe we just let this track simmer," Usher says.
I died.
(And I know this is super, super annoying and I hate myself, but... will there be more? /o\)
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I doubt there'll be more of this particular ~story. This was all I had in that email thread with paitac, but my Justin/Usher obsession is no longer semi-secret, so I might write other stuff about them, idk. Goodness knows I still think about them A LOT.
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Er. *cough*
In any case, yay! I shall live in hope, then. :-) (This didn't feel unfinished or anything, I enjoyed the ending very much, I was just prepared to read another 10k about them, um.)
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And, dude, yeah, stories or no, I do definitely still have Usher and Justin being a complicated situation in my head. The fun thing about going back to look at this old thread is thinking about how much I think Justin's already changed so much in only 2 years. Or almost 2 years. Like, I think Justin here is still discovering his sexuality but a Justin at 18 already seems even more comfortable with his sexuality and being sexualized, if the running around on stage naked and body-rolling with Nicki Minaj is any indication. And that could be super interesting in his relationship with Usher.
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It was a really sad time for me, I won't lie about it.
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The quiet hesitancy, the uncertainty of it all, how fraught everything is with potential.
Excellent.
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This, thus, was GLORIOUS. Though, I must echo insunshine's comment regarding the injustice of no kitchen table boning. The hell? And then the hotel room telephone cock teasing? The hell again? Poor Biebz. Poor, poor Biebz.
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