Can you count on me? I might let you down - In a world that is so sensational.

[ghostwaters]

I'm beginning to want to slap myself. So many aspects of my personality have developed in ways that I wish they hadn't have. I'm easily irritated, and will snap if anyone so much as suggests that I might be wrong about something. Although, because my nature doesn't naturally tend to being unpleasant to other people, it tends to turn in to tears and

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[idahoswede]

This probably won't help any, but I DO remember feeling like you feel and going through similar things. One is so open and vulnerable to all sorts of anxieties at your age. I can't suggest anything except maybe going for a cup of tea with your mother, who sounds like a very wonderful and understanding woman, and just having a talk with her. Maybe you need to drop something or postpone doing something so you don't get overwhelmed with deadlines and promises you can't keep right now.

[ghostwaters]

You're right about my mom. She truly is amazing. :) Thank you. *hugs*