this started as a comment on a particular lj. then, i decided it wouldn't be appropriate to taint someone else's lj with what turned into a mini rant. i left the names because changing them would defeat the purpose ( Read more... )

i've always believed that things happen for a reason.

You are a
Social Liberal
(80% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(10% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Socialist

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let's see how many times i can use the word 'love'i was thinking that i'm in love with so many people to varying degrees. i have one friend (who isn't even my "best" friend) who i'm madly in love with but i don't know why. that made me realize that it was this time last year that i first fell in love. it seems like it's been more than a year ( Read more... )

i really don't know what i'm going to do. i don't know any girls who are interested in moving to the burg. i think it would be a terrible idea to stay here by myself and moving home would be a nightmare for a variety of reasons. even if i suck it up and move back in with the crazies, i have no way of moving my stuff in. i'm so bummed.

my mom is like the little devil on my shoulder. i wish i wasn't influenced by the shit she tells me.

first i'm stupid for moving out. now she doesn't want me to move back. it's not like this is my choice.

i've convinced myself that i should go back to school.

that's if i ever finish round one.

friday night was proof that none of us really have it together. i've said it so many times but it's true. life is just too heavy for us. i don't know how else to phrase it. sometimes it hurts to know that my friends feel as badly as i do but i feel really lucky that we found eachother. what would i do if i were the only one who wanted to ( Read more... )

older dudes from now on.

i definitely need to stay away from the POMC website. today, i went to the site and read and read until i found james's name and picture. then, i immediately got upset. i don't know why i do that to myself. i keep the framed program from his funeral on my shelf. i put it there because i wanted to force myself to deal with this but i think ( Read more... )