proof of life

[germanjj]

hey guys!

I've been totally MIA lately and I'm so sorry for that! I've been reading almost everything but didn't find the time or energy to comment.

The last weeks have been stressful but actually not that much. But do you know the times when everything is just on the side of too much? You know, I work two jobs, have been helping out on a third. I

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[aelia1980]

Sounds like you are one busy girl but I´m not surprised, with two jobs. Wtf do you work twojobs? Both only part time? Or both just not paid well enough?

Luckily, I always have enough time to do things. And I´ve learned to do them straight away - or not at all - because well, if I don´t do something at once, I normally forget it and time passes by and it´s getting later and later.

What a shame about the virus and losing some of your writing, nasty thing :(

Have a good time and don´t be a stranger ;)

[germanjj]

yep, I work one 40+ hour job and another 5 hour job (six days a week basically). And only for the money. I love my job, but it just doesn't pay good enough. Not when you live and rent in Hamburg anyway... and when you want to go to a convention from time to time ;)

and I need to kick myself in the butt and get stuff done. Srsly. I'll try different methods (lists, do-it-at-once..) and see what will work best for me. :) thanks hon

[aelia1980]

Yeah well, tell me... Living in Munich I know how expensive life can be... :/ But that´s really a lot of work. I´m really impressed how you even manage to write and read fanfics and have sort of a social life when you work all the time!

[cheshire_tabby]

that sounds like you have an extremely busy time ahead, oh my! and I hope your money issues can be resolved as well as possible, things such as these always make me extremely nervous. D: also, I hope your computer will be well soon. <33!

hm, well I always write lists, I basically live off them. I also have two calendars - one for my working area and one to carry around in a bag and those are filled with all the important dates. also, when I have something very uncomfortable to do I always tend to see it like some kind of quest. you know, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, even if it is only going out and buying a new pair of pants. *____* so, that is all I can say. XD

[germanjj]

yep, got my computer fixed (and did it myself and saved 35€ \o/)
as for the money issue: yesterday my boss told me that they now start to pay overtime, too! second \o/
and I started using the hotmail calender, because I'm online (at work) most of the time anyway, and this way I can spam myself with emails reminding me ;)

and I love the quest-idea! I'm definitely gonna try that way of thinking about it. :)

THANK YOU sooo much hon! Your words really helped! :)

[secretlytodream]

hey hon! I really hope thing will get better real soon &hears;

As for the special tricks... hm... I guess I just sit myself and make myself start? And then I just have to be patient and finish whatever I started, and sometimes (hopefully) I got into doing this thing so I actually start enjoying it ))

[germanjj]

yep, I'm still bad with the making myself start thing, but I'm working on it ;) I always try to find ways to trick myself into doing things, so we'll see how that turns out ;P But I know that once I've started checking things off my long list, it'll be easier to do the rest, so.... *crosses fingers*

thanks, hon!! I hope you have a wonderful week! :))

[secretlytodream]

Lists are cool! I always make them. It helps you to organize things and it's always nice to check things off of it :DD

[peepingdru]

soooooooooooo glad your back((((hugs))))))

[germanjj]

*cuddles you* awww, thanks hon, just right what I needed ;)

[geckoholic]

*hugs* I'm sorry your life is so stressful right now.

[germanjj]

thank you, love! :)