now sitting here and looking at everything in retrospect
i wonder
what is life but a small piece of the human existence
what am i, what is the community, the nation, but a small unimportant part of a whole universe which will continue to spin off in its motion even without us here, without me here
im bored
hmm thought

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today is good

-ben

i went hiking after the gig today ( Read more... )

yea i was bored
apparently that is quite accurate though
at least it adds up

itsirkeel13 (5:54:42 PM): its better than nothing
^ deadly but depressing truth

i should be more thankful for what i have
i am
i needed to vent
i need to do something else too
idk

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WHY IS IT SO DANG HOT?????????

steel drums was long and boring
it is hot

i have been particularly emo-like for some reason(some people know why)

i need to get a life
not going to kennywood
going to work instead
i hate work

it is hot
very hot
im going to go wash my car
make it shiny and pretty
perhaps it will make me feel better
doubt it

-ben

so much for cutting grass at camp
weekend
sat- work
sun- steel drums
mon-service then work
tues-steel drums
weds- work

yey for life

wow does anybody realize how bad school sucks now
i have absolutly nothing to do
no test finals, etc.
and pretty much all of my friends are gone due to the fact they are seniors
i am sad

umm now what to do?