Alex, you did not fuck things up. stop blaming yourself. just know that i am here for you if you want to talk to me ( Read more... )

you must be because i, and anybody else, can promise you that i have NEVER called you. NEVER! think what you want...i dont really care. why would i call you. what could i possibly have to say to you.

i had a lot of fun today in ortonville, but now im really confused. of course i was with lisa, "her guy" and then this other kid who i had met before. but i dont know if i like him. i dont think i do. like i feel nothing when im around him. like he is just a cool guy friend. saying those words just made me realize how true they were. i think ( Read more... )

i havent called you with an 810 number...as a matter of fact, i havent called you. sorry for the mix up.

school started today and it was actually ok. i like all my teachers, which is good. but i know that i'll have a heavy work load. i start writing a paper thursday and am jumping right into things in spanish ap. ahh! but senior year is going to be awesome. we have to make it awesome. i have classes with friends, thank god, and lunch as well. ( Read more... )

school starts tuesday and i still have to finish a book. i should reread pride and prejudice but i dont want to ( Read more... )

What Beatle are you?
George Harrison

You are wise beyond your years, caring. A listener, not a talker.

well i wont deny a thing. lol

trust is a dangerous thing...because in the end, you always end up hurt

RACHEL, I'LL MISS YOU!

alex, you wont lose more friends...at least not me. you know i love you and im here if you want to talk. i hope things get better for you and you can figure stuff out so you will be happy. i love you

im back! yay!
being out of the country was good.
i think we are all ready to move on and forget the past and move FORWARD with our lives.