Someone recently asked me, "if one thing in my life had been different as a child, do I think I would be the adult I am now ( Read more... )

Why is it that just when things appear to begin to go well for yourself, for some of those around you, it reverses and they are afflicted with the ailment of unhappy occurrences that plagued you for so long? For some, if I could, I would take their pain to bring peace and happiness to them. My only hope is that soon, they too will begin to return ( Read more... )

I hadn't realized that I hadn't updated in awhile! My bad! It appears that I have let things go so that I can take care of others (more important, if it matters ( Read more... )

I know it has been awhile since I wrote anything here. It wasn't so much that I had nothing to say, but I suppose too much, it was easier to let the thoughts run around in my head for awhile. Even now it is hard to describe the last few months in a way that would make sense to anyone, but me ( Read more... )

He was the one, so I thought. Together we would be happy. Lives growing old together with a love that could not be broken. We would end together as we had come together in life. There would be no other that would become an obstacle to overcome ( Read more... )

I did it. Perhaps not the way it was intended to be done, but done nonetheless. Brain freeze, writer's block or whatever would strike when ever I sat down to write. But...there was nothing to write. I realized at the very last moment, that when I need to try and fill an empty place inside of me, I don't do constructive activities, in fact, I do ( Read more... )

O It was here until I hit the button, and then it went into post oblivion, along with many others of mine!

I have a writing project that I can't even get my mind around as to how to start. It is supposed to be about what fills the empty place inside, when what filled it before is no more! This is just not going well for me. Either I can write very little, or it could become an epic! Holy shit, I hate when posed with this kind of question. Why can't ( Read more... )

I just sat here and wrote an entry that, in my mind, was of importance to me. I went to post it and it disappeared! My intuition tells me I was not meant to post it here, but merely to write and contemplate these thoughts for myself. And so, my friends, and others who care or not, you will not read what appears you weren't meant to. Curious!

I truly hate this holiday. It shouldn't even be a holiday. Everyone says it is a new beginning, but to what? It has been my experience, and mine only, that what was supposed to end with the old year, merely repeats itself in the new one...sometimes worse. I used to be an optimist, but still never made any resolutions (I know I wouldn't keep ( Read more... )