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[genderrevolt]

"Nostalgia born of the immensity of the Texan hills and the sierras of New Mexico: gliding down the freeway, smash hits on the Chrysler stereo, heat wave. Snapshots aren't enough. We'd need the whole film of the trip in real time, including the unbearable heat and the music. We'd have to replay it all from end to end at home in a darkened room,

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[spontaneous]

Eliz --
hey there...
I miss you I hope your break is going well so far. Except maybe it sounds like there's a bit of drama. Or you're inventing some. Or something. (personal LJ...) Anyway, so yeah, my flight fucked up. It didn't exist. Or I'm a dumbass. Anyway, I'm spending the night with Jen in Hartford and I fly out tomorrow. Sucks but oh well.
I love you, LAURA.

[anonymous]

i am trapped in missouri. it's hell. everywhere i go my mother says i am her daughter, how pretty i am, that i have a boyfriend now, and today her friend even tried to get into a discussion about guiliani with me, saying isn't it so good though that he's cleaned up times square and gotten rid of those sex shops. the midwest makes me mega sick. i am trying not to see anything because deep down i'm so angry/scared that i can't face any of this. is indiana this bad? i heard that ali is being a big lesbo and heading off to nyc for new years :(

xAlexanderx

[genderrevolt]

oh, kid.
no, sb is not as bad as yr shit seems to be. i am seeing people that i am not used to seeing and trying to adjust to that. but i also dont have the trans stuff to deal with and i am so not attached to anythign here, i feel so separated and it is like a funny vacation or something that is tempered by the fact that i will probably never again be here for more than a couple of days because i will have a job. i wish you were happier.
you should escape. you are not home for so long right? you can always call me if you need to (or want to). email me if you dont know my #.
yes ali is going to nj for new years. which makes me sad but i guess is okay. i will just spend it with karin, which is what i always do anyway. it just makes me lonely to not get to spend it with ali.
wow, getting personal in lj. dianna is coming over so i should go.

lovelove
eliz.