I started my new awesome job today. yup, yup. Customer Service for Adobe products..The company I'm working for is awesome...We friggin have pool tables video games and stuff for our breaks..haha..The pay is not what I would wish for but I get benefits and all the shiz so I guess it makes up for my lack of moo-lah I'm used to getting.

This is Budah He's 4 months now..He's a complete sweetheart

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Ugh. I'm a crappy crappy person. I did something unforgivable I do believe. I've spent the past 2 days crying because I'm a fucking idiot. Now I have a new growth and he won't leave me alone! I have to tell him everyday "Dude I just want to be friends, I'm in love with Shamus!" And everyday it breaks his heart..and makes me feel really quilty... ( Read more... )

Gosh I love being a contractor. I can't afford to take time off when I'm sick so here I am at work 3rd day in a row with a fever of 102. I have to have my fan blowing on me ALL day otherwise I just sit here and sweat cause I'm so hot. I've been drinking lots of water, taking lots of medicine. Except for last night I took 3 doses of Nyquil so I ( Read more... )

Gosh I'm pathetic..Shamus hasn't even been gone a day yet, and I miss him. I hate anything that mentions Arizona for this reason too! I was fine, until I read up on Jenna Jamason..Since she lives RIGHT outside of Phoenix..Pff..Anyone wanna go on a road trip ( Read more... )

I guess my mom is shocked, impressed, and horrified by how much I can drink. haha. I had a lot of great drinks. The cement mixer by far was the most interesting. and the snake bite was the most painful drink. my sinus' were burning for a couple of hours. haha all in all it was an alright birthday ( Read more... )

in little less than 3 hours I'll be 21...Yippie..

Seriously though, I could care less..Am I supposed to care?

I have so many doubts in myself lately..My head is so full of thoughts and regrets. I'm just at a loss for what to do now. I'm at a point where I just need space. I need to be me and on my own. but being alone scares the living crap out of me. I absolutely HATE being by myself...So I spend every moment I can with other people...It's pathetic....I ( Read more... )

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